marbduvsy

for sooooo many years of grief and sadness , I've finally realize that maybe i only need god and myself

marbduvsy

Its been 7 months and 19 days and to day is the last day of june for many months a lot of things change me and perhaps him...I never had any update on his life after graduating in grade 10 maybe because I stop stalking his acc and I just let my self grief into this sadness that my heart is holding on... I never really know anything about him now except for the fact that he was friend zone by the woman he loved and the woman I never thought he would want but we never know perhaps he already have someone new in his life and perhaps he already have a girlfriend, it maybe her o other but I will never know. But you know no matter how I reminded myself that it will remain unrequited deep in my heart I'm wishing for me and him to meet again stupid right I wanna forget him but someone is holding me on and won't let me go but I really really really really really really wanna move on, I may not forget our past a bittersweet moment I just wanna wake up knowing I once had feelings for him but it will re main "once" I wanna met new people and find if I am really worth the try that's I'm bidding my goodbye, I've said it before and I will say it again farewell may the moment that we had, have a place in your memory and the moment we stop I hope you once regret it but lastly I wish and hope that you regret giving me false signals and for breaking my heart.