As you guys can be able to read in my last update "College, bad career, wrong diagnose, same taste in music", I was diagnosed with a personality disorder but then found out it was just depression. After years of believing I was "that". Years of ruining relationships and friendships because hey people really don't like people with personality disorders, they don't. As of this writing I have dropped out of college until I find something else I would like to study. I was studying psychology but it was just too much for me to handle especially after finding out I had been lied to. It's with a pain in the chest I write this because I was really looking forward to keep on writing and "painting" but dam# I had completely based my stories and paintings on a disorder I don't have. And that makes me sick to my stomach. I have to go out there and find a new style, a new topic to write about because psychology is making me sick. And I apologise to the ones that were actually looking forward to a new update on my stories but I can't go on writing about something that I'm so pissed about and really feel like throwing up when writing about it. Thank you to the ones who have supported me in this short period I have been a part of the wattpad community. But right now I need a break. Thank you from the heart. Love, Mara.
