mariannara

On repeat love wins all by iu

Can you imagine how unsafe the world is right now? There's zero privacy and everything/everyone can access stuff instantly. That's creepy,,

Crazy how everyone handles stress differently. I have friends who deal with acid reflux/gerd, some straight up get sick, some get acne breakouts, and others get insomnia. Me? A little bit of stress and my hair just goes poof—falling out till it’s super thin. Guess people aren't lying when they say staying healthy is a luxury, mahal.
          
          But then again, that's life... who doesn't overthink anyway? :(

On repeat "positions" by Ariana Grande ♬⋆.˚

Today's song recommendation is SWIM by BTS ♬⋆.˚

Today's song recommendation is Stuck With U by Ariana Grande & Justin Bieber ♬⋆.˚

Here is a funny story that I feel like I just have to write down here. so, I was pouring my heart out to my mom about him this night. I was crying and asked her for a tissue. Instead of comforting me,,, my mom scolded me and said I should have never gotten close to him. She said "he is handsome, but he is way too old for you."
          
          Right then and there, I burst out laughing just because of the word 'old' hahahahah come to think of it, she's right. This is my first time dating an older, more mature guy. 
          
          And now we are just not on the same page
          
          But—
          
          the weird thing is, we are still together until now. Yeah, right now. there was no breakup, no official end, and no over-the-top drama. Well.. maybe I'm the only dramatic one here. But we just keep going with the 'let's just see where this goes' vibe.
          
          Come to think of it, it's pre-funny and actually quite exciting to have so many challenges in a relationship. And I finally realized that this is exactly what keeps me hooked on him. It's never boring..though it definitely tests my patience sometimes

I don't care about your past—I'm not even curious. but i absolutely hate it when someone hasn't moved on from their past. it feels like he's just using me as a replacement or a rebound. that's mean.

I guess he's tired.. no, both of us are tired. trying to force something that's not meant to be. We're selfish. it makes me remember what my mom said—how stupid I am. I already knew he was just.. playing around. but I’ve already fallen too deep for him :( oh God.. this hurts so much

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