Quick announcement but first I’d like to apologize for not updating lately as I mentioned on my last post I was not doing okay and I thought I’d be able to shake it off by now, I haven’t. I’m truly sorry from the deepest part of my heart, I am in actual tears as I write this because I haven’t been able to update and writing has always been an escape for me, a place that’s helped me cope with my darkest thoughts and feelings. It’s hard to sleep but it’s hard to get up every morning too. I want to write so badly but I’m also hurting deeply and I can’t shake it off and I hate it. Feeling so deeply stuck In a bitter, endless, and dark void. Please, I hope you understand that me not updating is not out of malicious intent or laziness, I just... I’m not okay right now. I hope you all understand my little sunflowers, I love you all so much for the unending support and love you’ve shown me constantly. Thank you from the bottom of my heart!
Love
-Marie