I liked Baekhyun.
Sure, Kyungsoo was my bias even before I liked him, but there was just something about him that made me feel warm and giddy inside. Maybe it was his voice; I mean, I always fall for people with nice voices. Or maybe it was the way he-- I don't know, the way he does everything?
When the news about him dating Taeyeon came out, I was just a new EXO-L. To say the least, I was butthurt. I know I shouldn't have felt offended at that time because - duh - I was just a fan. Still, knowing what I was supposed to feel and not to feel couldn't stop me from crying. Immature na kung immature.
I stopped harbouring feelings for him since then. The heartbreak was too much for me to handle, and I wasn't sure if I could still be okay if my heart breaks again.
But now, I'm not sure anymore. After CBX's debut, I fell for him again.
I like Kyungsoo, but I like Baekhyun. I never thought he would reach my Ultimate Bias list but here he is.
It's kind of sick how I fall for idols literally. Nah, I'm really sick.
Sigh. I'm making my wattpad account my personal diary. Sorry to whoever reads this ugly post haha