loveless11

Hey check out my lizkook story.. About revenge, Arranged marriage. Promise not like a regular cliché story. https://www.wattpad.com/story/290820418?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=lizkookdairies

Waiting for make it right to be completed (2)
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Waiting for make it right to be completed

Hi why is that make it right is not complete? I wanna read it 

I just wanted to let this out, you don't have to read it. I just don't know were to talk and it keeps piling up to me making me so much in pain and I just want this to stop.  I always ask myself, wanted to know if I am a mistake in this f***ing life, to why I would experience this. It was always my fault my wrong, I am always the one who is in the wrong.  I admit I have my own faults but i hope you admit it too, it wasn't always my fault and both of us knew that but you just don't want to admit. Always blaming me, trying to step on me, why are you doing this to me? I thought you're family but you are the first one to make me feel like sh*t.
          
          That's why I am depress, I wanted to get out of this house because I knew whatever I do you will always see it as if it was always wrong. You got to be the right one, why? Just because your the oldest one between us? I admit the I am a hot tempered and sometime I don't respect you but isn't it also your fault? Your downgrading me, I always feel like i am nobody in this house that I need to move out because i don't have a place in here.Why?Why is this happening to me? Am I really a worthless lazy bitch to you? Fuck, I had to stop going to school for you because we don't have enough money for both of us but did you appreciate it? I sacrifice for you but you just blame me just because they keep comparing me to you but is it my fault? I'm not even the one who keeps comparing us, I don't even know what they see in me and in you but why aren't you listening to me.
          I am tired and sometime I get this feeling that I want to die, I wanna be dead asking if you will be sad if you knew I am dead. There is so much suicidal thoughts in my head but I am also afraid because I I knew I didn't do yet my own purpose but I am losing my own soul because of this.Sorry, Sorry, I am that weak. I feel like shit, I can't tell anyone because they wouldn't understand me, i knew because I myself experienced how to be discriminated even when I tell my problem

My heart just broke because of a news and still I couldn't nor wouldn't believe it. People judge them so easily just because they are in the spotlight and it breaks my heart. I will always support him no matter what and I believe in his innocence but I couldnt believe how they easily let him go. I bet he doesn't want to nor his label mate or member but had to , just to protect th all the way. He is not perfect , people in the limelight often have depression and was so desperate to escape reality for once because of haters. So yeah I don't blame him because he had it tough like others. 
          
          Stay strong because they are still lot of fans who believe at you and for sure you will overcome this and they will regret letting go such talented man like you.
          
          Believe in yourself that you can overcome this and think positively all the way. Never ever lose yourself because of those people who want to drag you down.

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