marinaa50

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marinaa50

hey guys! I know, it's been awhile. As you guys know I was diagnosed with depression back in high school and that it took away my confidence to write fanfics, especially the ones that I would love to write about. However, I may not be able to finish the ones I wrote in high school since I did not plan on what to write next. However, I am planning to write a 2phetalia that takes place in a semi cyberpunk+post-apocalyptic and this is multi-chaptered story with endings of your choice. I'm currently writing the first chapter so be on the look out for it soon. I'll be posting it on quotev, wattpad and soon ao3 once I make an account.
          
          
          Minrose50

marinaa50

Hello, um this may sound unpleasant but I had to let it out. For the past few months, I have not had the motivation to start on the fanfics I had planned for because really, I was experiencing symptoms of depression (I don't like sharing this with anyone but there was a reason to why I didn't post anything lately ) and recently been prescribed for medications. I feel awful for doing this, keeping a promise that I dont keep. I have drafts and completed stories on Word Doc but was scared to post them here because of my insecurity when it comes to writing. I had the confidence before to update but it didn't last for long. Again I want to apologize, I hate repeating myself that I will posting "next week" or "tomorrow" and I had to restart the stories around three times cause I honestly think they were shitty to me. I really do want to post them and I have ideas, so many yet I get scared. For now, Ill figure out what I need to do, I want to take my time on these stories that's all.
          
          Thanks for reading
          
          -Minrose

marinaa50

@Neeka_Freed Thank you, I am glad you understand, I just need to get back on my feet and find motivation. For now, I need some time and again thank you, I really appreciate it hun.
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Aph_Drabbles

@MinRose50 Don't feel guilty- your health is way more important! Finding the courage to post is difficult but we will always be here for you and what you decide is best for you. Taking your time on a project is perfectly fine and you should enjoy what you write and not feel like it's an obligation. I hope you the best❤️
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marinaa50

Not to sound desperate, but I would like you to ask me a request for my aphhetaliaheadcanons-12 blog?
          I had it for a while but I think the blog will help me get me back on my feet to start my stories and one shots. 
          
          Thank you souch

marinaa50

I finally published my 2p america on deviantart (im still new fo the website) and I have planned out a few one shots for this weekend and next week be on the look out. Also I got a laptop!!! *v*
          However, I do not have wi-fi, therefore it will be difficult for me to find a way to post my work, meaning that I need to take it to a nearby cafe or at school.
           
          Oh and I am accepting requests so please share them with me. (There is a limit and I'll announce the deadline once there is enough for me to do)