didnt talk about x1 here huh. ive been a fan since pdx and i gotta tell you i have no energy to cry anymore. ive been crying for the whole day and everything hurts. im so heartbroken. they only brought happiness in my life. they were literally my whole life. i love them with my whole life and ill never forget about them. i want to thank them because of everything they’ve done to me. we only got 5 months out of 5 years and im so so so fcking sad. my heart is literally broken rn. yohan gave up taekwondo to chase his dreams, seungyoun debuted 4 times and he was shining on a stage with x1, hangyul took so long to debut and when he debuted this hapened,,,, im at loss at words and i dont know what to say anymore. thank you for this short but beautiful journey. i learned how to love myself with all of my pdx boys and i just want to go there and hug them because they are the best things that happened in my whole life. we will continue to support our boys while were all alive because they deserve the whole world. if im feeling this way i cant imagine what our boys are feeling rn. i just want to say thank you all for everything you’ve done to me i love you to the moon and never back.