marmarmar444

yall i need help 
          	
          	my cringe stories are still on my drafts and i throw up every time i read them. i rlly want to delete them but i think ill regret it bc ill want to see them and laugh at them in the future
          	
          	WHAT SHOULD I DO

marmarmar444

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          NO ONE ASKED BUT
          
          question. WHY TF DID I HAVE FRIENDS WHILE I WAS IN MY FANFIC PHASE?
          
          also, if you ever read my "books" i can pay for your therapy!
          
          bro i can't. i AM an author since i was really young but idk this app has fucking drugs in it or some shit even though the novels im writing are nice, these fanfics were fucking cringe and im traumatized for life
          
          HELP
          

marmarmar444

hello, i recently got a message from someone asking me why did i unpublish the fanfictions i was writing and i wanted to address this. i personally think that it's a topic everyone should know about bc im not just responding to that persons question but im addressing something serious.
          
          when i was still writing fanfiction i read things that absolutely grossed me out. it wasnt just a smut, i would never blame someone for a smut it's something that everyone reads atm but that wasnt just a smut. hayden/anakin is way too sexualized for a 40year old man with a child. and the fact that people who were over twenty years old were writing these about hayden grossed me out and i couldnt continue with the fanfictions. i know that a lot of people were reading these, one of my book had got 4,5k+ views and im so glad but i just couldnt keep doing it

marmarmar444

@ whotfism4r  these one shots/imagines were on tumblr btw and i think that they were all about hayden not anakin but still
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marmarmar444

Hello! I wanted to let you know that ill take a small break from writing because i really want to focus on the trilogy i am writing at the moment (it wont be posted on wattpad), but dont worry it will be a small break :). Also can anyone motivate me to start shifting again cause I havent tried since February and I wanna do it but I have no motivation LMAO 

marmarmar444

@ anakinzbitch  of course I will and the break will be small, 1 or 2 weeks
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marmarmar444

@ elegant_jedi  it will be probably 1 or 2 weeks dont worry!!
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elegant_jedi

@anakinismybae I’ve never tried to shift but I wish you the best of luck with that as well as the trilogy you’re writing! Gonna miss you! :) <3
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marmarmar444

if yall ever scroll down on this list with my messages pls dont comment about the ones who are about lil hoodie from tiktok- i was  a fan of him back then *dies from cringe*
          
          I REGRET IT A LOT LMAOSKSK

marmarmar444

@ anakinismybae  Disney channel is alright lmao lilhoodie is a lot worse
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-THATONEFANGURL-

@anakinismybae we've all had that phase. For me, it was Disney Channel. *shivers*
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marmarmar444

i was huddyismyhusband and i did what i did on tiktok too.. im gonna post star wars stories so.. yea if you wanna unfollow me just do it lol. 
          
          This is for @Huddy_Girl_ , @lilhudddy and @chxsesimp.. I'll never unfollow you and I hope you too! <33 keep up the good work and ill always support your books

marmarmar444

@ anakinismybae  awww im sorryy
            Btw do you like star wars?
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brunettejacky

Oh it’s ok I’m just getting a little sad bc “New boys on town” was the first fan fiction I read of chase and it always made me feel better but I’ll support you no matter what
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imsexyyandiknowit

@ anakinismybae  it's okay baby, i'll always be there for you supporting you no matter what
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dinsbeskar

Thank you so much for upvoting Gone!!! I hope you enjoyed chapter 1 <333

marmarmar444

@ anakinzbitch  I posted it!!
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dinsbeskar

So exciting!! I can’t wait to read them  and again thank you so much ✨
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marmarmar444

@ anakinzbitch  I really liked it! I'll start a book about him too! I was about to but I had to finish the ones I started when I was a lilhuddy fan
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