Ok, so I know you said you aren't posting and stuff, but I am just here to wish you good luck in your life. It sounds so chaotic and miserable so I thought you deserved a 'don't update until you feel like you can' instead of 'update NOW NOW NOW!!' Of course I really do want an update because for some reason, I'm sort of obsessed with your way of writing and creativity but I am holding back. I hope you can update soon, after all of those issues in your life are taken care of. :) So before I become creepy, Good Luck!