mary_the_mom_of_all

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          	I'll write more later. I cried myself to sleep again last night wishing my babies were with me. I need them to know I'm fighting. I've decided to do so quietly because everything I do that is known about makes for a harder battle because people then know what to try and destroy or make harder for us. I watch you quietly so so don't miss a thing.... it kills me not to be there, but I'm not as strong at the moment and I'm doing what I must for a happy ending. I love you Jessica Nicole, Grace Abigail, Jonathan Thomas, and Jacob Duane. (Also, all of my unofficial children)

mary_the_mom_of_all

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          I'll write more later. I cried myself to sleep again last night wishing my babies were with me. I need them to know I'm fighting. I've decided to do so quietly because everything I do that is known about makes for a harder battle because people then know what to try and destroy or make harder for us. I watch you quietly so so don't miss a thing.... it kills me not to be there, but I'm not as strong at the moment and I'm doing what I must for a happy ending. I love you Jessica Nicole, Grace Abigail, Jonathan Thomas, and Jacob Duane. (Also, all of my unofficial children)

mary_the_mom_of_all

I am a proud mom of 4 beautiful and gifted children. I didnt draw a picture on what they had to be... im just loving the coloring book they each create. My oldest daughter is becoming her own person. She welds and loves the outdoors. We once wondered if her lifes ambition was to be a pretty princess. Now she has really come into her own and im excited to watch where that takes her and no matter what the page tells us... My babygirl could NEVER disappoint me. Now, my youngest little girl is a gift intwined with beauty and a heart very deep like her mothers she cant help but be everyones protecter and shatter inside from the pain we indure as well. A tough heart for all others and paper thin glass for ourself. She is also Graceful or well... a klutz. She came by her given name honestly. Grace is quite beautiful and at times I think the ground needs her attention as well so she just hugs it too. I love my children so much and want you all that will read this to know.... as a parent, I couldn't be any more proud to have any or all of you as my own child. I read about these struggles and the way you're own battles how they affect you be it sexuality, friends, horrible events you should never have experienced etc and I wish I could take away the pain and make it better. No matter what... you all are who you are and I wouldn't want my child to be anything accept THEM. That's what makes them mine. It's not about how they dress or who they love. It's about the fact that I taught them to love and they can do so completely even when people don't understand.