Continued from previous post....
I'll write more later. I cried myself to sleep again last night wishing my babies were with me. I need them to know I'm fighting. I've decided to do so quietly because everything I do that is known about makes for a harder battle because people then know what to try and destroy or make harder for us. I watch you quietly so so don't miss a thing.... it kills me not to be there, but I'm not as strong at the moment and I'm doing what I must for a happy ending. I love you Jessica Nicole, Grace Abigail, Jonathan Thomas, and Jacob Duane. (Also, all of my unofficial children)