matashaw

celebrating my birthday by eating 10 pounds of sushi

life hasn't been doing so badly if im honest, this weekend I finally got to clean my room because I never got the strength to actually clean it, and im happy I could finally take that pile of clothes off the floor and wash them!!! my grades have definitely gotten better and im back in therapy, its hard opening up for me since I actually hate it but I like how my therapist listens to my "why supablr has been in so much decadency lately" I don't even think she knows what Supa Strikas is, but as long as I've got someone to rant about this im happy, it will definitely take more Supa Strikas rants for me to finally open up to her about my other issues, but im here for it... I also went back to drawing, well, not really drawing, more like doodling in class, but I really enjoy doing this because I love drawing el matador as red hood and North Shaw as the wolf, like that one me and mr wolf song, I love that song honestly, genius lyrics!!! my moms been lovely to me too, she takes me shopping and tells me she loves me every morning, she even baked red velvet cake because she knows I love it, even tho she actually hates red velvet cake... im also starting to be less insecure about my body, yes, it is hard, but puking my food out was definitely one of the grossest things ever, did you know it also rots your teeth? my bangs are still uneven and very short, but a lot of people told me they look great on me, even my fav teacher, so that makes me very happy actually! IM SO EXCITED to go a whole school year to Germany, its like a Paradise, no one knows me in Germany and I've never been to a school there before so that means I can just be by myself with no people judging me, well, at least I hope they judge me in a language I don't understand... its just me, my mom and el matador in Germany. great plan!!! and if I come to give an update about him, fuck if im honest I miss him so much my stomach hurts, and all I can say is that I hope he's doing good and healthy, because he's the best

supablr now feels like when all your friends leave your school so now you've got to hangout with the weird freaky kids who no one likes.

sosososososo close to my bday. I just hope shakes head doesn't suddenly show up in my doorstep. hahahah. am I right guys.

I wanna know you talk about me ('bout me)
          I wanna know that you go bragging to your friends
          C'mon and fuck me like you doubt me (doubt me)
          I wanna be the only one you won't forget

I HATE THIS FANDOM I FUCKING HATE OCS I HATE THEM I WANT TO PUKE STOP THIS TWISTING TIGER WOULDNT DATE A CANIBAL STOP DOING THIS

????????WHY the fuck is he so mean?????????????

im going to Germany for a whole school year in September and im so excited but so scared too because im like a fucking fat introvert kinda. I don't know if im an extrovert or introvert but I don't like hanging out with people. why hang out with people when I can daydream about Matashaw sex??? people that go out and hangout with their friends instead of thinking about Matashaw sex are losers. grow up and convert.

thagyu=klausdor

I went back to school yesterday and god take me back I hate everyone.