@Autumn199908 I know the feeling
but after the warEnder was so caught up with the buggers that he started to ignore the people around him
Petra really loved him but knew that she didn't really have a future with THAT Ender so she just chose what was better for her, because she knew she couldn't keep following him around---that's sad
anyway at some point, when Petra and Bean got together, I just skipped those parts :))