matilda 💛🌻✨

just realised i haven’t watched newsies since december lol
          
          i need to watch it but now it reminds me of my ex girlfriend cause i watched it with her last time i saw it
          
          that doesn’t matter though IMMA GO WATCH IT RIGHT NOW

I GOT THE LEAD!!!! I'M GONNA PLAY KATHY SELDEN IN SINGIN' IN THE RAIN!!!!
          
          i'm excited beyond belief and so so proud of my amazing friends who got in too!!!! (looking at you @lucyjo_2167845 )
          
          i cannot wait to perform this role!!!!!!!!!! first lead everrrrrrrrrrr ️

GUESS WHO'S GONNA BE IN SINGIN' IN THE RAIN!!!!!
          we find out roles on wednesday lol i can't wait eeeeeee

i'm auditioning for singin' in the rain today!!!!!!!

hey everyone, just thought i'd give a quick update :)
          
          currently i'm juggling many things that i don't want to have to deal with, and it's affecting me massively. 
          
          school, friends, valentine's day when you don't have anyone (i'm writing this at 12:30 a.m. on valentines day and i'm being lonely in my room crying but it's raining so i'm happier), auditions, and my eating disorder getting a lot worse have contributed to a lot of stress for me.
          
          so i'm really sorry if i'm not replying to comments (or texts if you know me in real life), and i'm sorry i'm not updating things as much.
          
          my poetry book is a coping mechanism so i'll still be doing that sometimes,  but as for my newsies fic i'm not sure where it's going so we'll have to see!
          
          thankyouuu <3 (and happy valentines!)
          
          -tilly

deh update:
          i fucking bawled the whole time

SEEING DEAR EVAN HANSEN TODAY
          
          FRONT ROW

so its my birthday on sunday!!! yay!
          but the thing is i am drowning in schoolwork and other stuff, and my adhd is being sooooo extremely nice and very fair on me!!!! i'm burnt out, and it's been five days since i started year 9. i have no clue how im meant to get through lmao :))
          
          today also marks 9 months of me liking my crush, and its torture because we're really really good friends and i don't want to ruin that. ah yes, the typical wlw friendship. fun.
          
          but hey i've got auditions for something very very soon!
          SINGING IN THE RAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!

so i have news!
          i've had a little poetry and song compilation sitting in my drafts for about three months, and i think i'll finally publish the first anthology!
          give me around half an hour, i'll do the cover and get the first poem of the first anthology out soon <3
          love you all!!!

i am bored bored bored bored
          bored
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          bor ed
          b ored
          bore d
          bo red
          b o re d