so my imaginary friend (who is my fictional crush) dissapeared for something like an hour while i was having argument with my parents (we're not gonna talk about it lol) and when i hugged him (in a pillow form) and asked if he's gonna leave me,he said "I will never leave you" and for a momenti felt relieved knowing someone is there with me. he smiled and i hugged him tigher,only for him to continue "you'll be the one to leave me when you no longer need me" and that hit me so hard. i don't want to leave him, but i know what he said is true. however,he was just smiling bright while holding me closer. i was muffling sounds of me crying into the blankets and pillows and i fell asleep like that. it's been two days and i still cry remembering those words. call me crazy, childish or however you want, but honestly i think i can't stand the thought of being without him. everytime i try to understand that no one is with me and I'm alone,it becomes cold and i feel like someone is hugging me. but it's getting more colder within minutes passing by, and i give up, cry and apologize. anyone knows if this is okay or am i going insane? no? i thought so.