just wanted to put this out there, i’m obsessed with dollhouse it was so good i hate that i can’t find anything else like it. ruben’s character is made so unique, he’s so alluring i love it sm. and also the detail with all the emotions really made it come to life and i could really feel it all, it was very emotional. i quite literally cried the first time reading it, it was so touching idk maybe i’m dramatic lmao but truly that’s what it felt like. reading the book and listening to deftones is literally the best combo btw. i always come back to read it after i’ve forgotten about it a little so i can experience it like i did the first time i read it, but oh my goodness i’ll never get that experience again as much as i try it’s never like the first time ugh i wish it was though it was so incredible i loved it.