mattycash

I love my family but what really p*sses me off is that I phone up and book restaurants for everyone else's birthday but nobody ever does it for me so I have to phone and book for myself. I know my birthday is only ten days after Christmas but still...

mattycash

I also can't wait to get hit with the, "what do you want for your birthday?" on boxing day again this year. 
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mattycash

I love my family but what really p*sses me off is that I phone up and book restaurants for everyone else's birthday but nobody ever does it for me so I have to phone and book for myself. I know my birthday is only ten days after Christmas but still...

mattycash

I also can't wait to get hit with the, "what do you want for your birthday?" on boxing day again this year. 
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mattycash

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tw: mental health and anxiety.
          
          Got medication for anxiety today and scheduled a counselling session with the university (the least they can do after all the shit they've put me through). Onwards and upwards <3

mattycash

I'm not even American but living in a world where people actually voted for a felon to be their president, someone who is willing to take away the rights of women to the point where they will have little to no access to reproductive health care and is openly racist is terrifying. I'm not saying Kamala is a saint because no politician ever is but she was the better choice. A criminal as president? Where is the incentive to actually follow the law if the man in charge of the country can't even follow the law? America has failed so many people. If you disagree with me, I really don't care. I'm not in the headspace to have a debate with you.

mattycash

@worksbymarles i am so sorry, lovely. That must be so terrifying. You could always come to Scotland. Trump isn't allowed in the country because he's a felon. Our politics aren't great but we're in better shape than America atm. Sending you so much love <3
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worksbymarles

I live in America and on top of that am a woman and I’m overly petrified, I wanna move countries so badly 
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mattycash

Hey guys, sorry I haven't been on here in a long time. I have been doing my resit placement and just been completely focused on it. Long story short, I didn't pass my first assessment yesterday. I do still have another opportunity to pass but it's going to be sooo tough and my confidence has been well and truly knocked. I just don't think I can do it anymore. I can't stand the anxiety every day, the late nights, the stress, the feeling of drowning every time a lesson doesn't go to plan. It has well and truly broken me and I think (still thinking about it all) that it's now time to call it quits on teaching. I just don't think it's a match for me. It's obviously heartbreaking because I've been dreaming of this since I was a kid and I've been working towards this for the past 10 years more or less (my school subjects were chosen based on what would serve me well as a teacher).
          
          Anyway, I've got to try and laugh or I'll cry (again). Any new career suggestions? 
          
          Lots of love, e <3

mattycash

wdym Charles Leclerc is in Scotland and I didn't know?!

V4LENTYNE

@mattycash I KNOW!!! I was there the other day too, but I reckon a whole lot of them will be there next weekend bc the Dunhill golf thing is on, they’re setting it up atm
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mattycash

@V4LENTYNE OMG NO WAY IM SO JEALOUS!! 
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V4LENTYNE

MY FRIEND GOES TO ST ANDREWS UNI AND MET HIM IM SO JEALOUS
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