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Hi, berries. I want to say sorry for the sudden silence. I know I posted one chapter and then didn’t continue, and some of you may have noticed that I also published several stories before but ended up unpublishing them. I’ve been a mess lately, and my thoughts have been all over the place, which made it hard for me to stay consistent.
          
          The truth is, I really want to write. I still have so many stories and plots already planned in my mind. But right now, I’m struggling to turn them into words and chapters. Every time I try, I feel stuck and lost, and I end up overthinking everything I create.
          
          I hope you can bear with me and be patient. I’m not giving up on writing or on the stories I started. I just need time to fix myself, clear my head, and find my way back to the passion I had before. Thank you for still being here and for understanding.
          

The prologue is finally up!
          
          To all my berries, please don’t pressure yourselves and don’t be too hard on your own hearts. It’s okay to rest, to feel lost sometimes, and to move at your own pace. Your grades do not define you. I hope you always find a small reason to smile every single day, even when things feel overwhelming. 

As an author, I want to be honest with y'all. I once wrote a book and published it up to 11 chapters, but I eventually chose to unpublish it. The story carried a GL plot, and at that time, I realized I wasn’t emotionally prepared to continue. The plot was too heavy for me, especially because it held pieces of my own glimpse and truths. Writing it felt like reopening wounds I wasn’t ready to face yet.
          
          Right now, I’m working on a new story. I’m already revising the prologue, but I’ve been struggling with a writing slump. Personal struggles have made it hard for me to focus and find the right moment to move forward. Just like the previous one, this story also carries a heavy plot. Still, I am determined. I may be slow, I may pause, but I haven’t given up. I’m setting my heart on finishing this story within next year, 2026.
          
          Thank you for your patience and quiet support. Writing is not just creating worlds, sometimes it’s surviving them too.
          
          Remember to be kind with one another, my dearest berries.

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Hi! Thank you for letting me use this space to share my BL story, In the Wake of the Swan. I hope you can find time to read it, and I’d really appreciate any feedback. Thank you and take care!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/368319565-in-the-wake-of-the-swan