livingindarkness

If there is another way lead me to it 
          

If death is my only way out then let me embrace it 

          That ability to help them when they need you, to notice when they're hurting. But you're too wrapped up in your own hurt, your own mess, your own pain. They say it was'nt your fault . It wasn't fair. I didn't want to be selfish , I didn't want to be ... and yet I was ... because I was not strong enough. 

Wishing everyday to die 
          Still waiting to come true 
          

Maybe if i die their be no pain 
          Numb 
          No more pain 
          No more tears 

Its that time again 
          Why cant the pain leave 
          It hurt so much
          If i beg will it go 
          If i cry will it stop 
          If it numb can i die 
          Pins and needles 
          Blood and tears 
          

For the love of my life wait for me for will be together not in this world but the other 
          

I have loved you please let my heart go fot it can not  contain the strength that has left 

If i die will i see you on the other side 

I dont want this pain