Maves

THERE'S A MASSIVE FUCKING SPIDER IN MY BEDROOM AND I'VE LOST IT!! SEND HELP OMGGGG 

I have changed my Eddie Munson book's name.
          
          It was- Your Stereotypical Highschool (Eddie Munson X Reader)
          
          It's now- Deceit and Devotion (Eddie Munson X Reader)
          
          I just wanted you to know it is the same story just a different title <3

Hi there! My name’s Lucy. I’m a stranger things fan too. Eddie is my favorite character, and I wondered if you could do an imagine for me where his twin sister Tally (my oc) comes to visit and Eddie becomes protective of her.

I don't want to be one of those people who constantly posts about the depressing stuff going on in my life. I just really need to get this off my chest.
          
          I've just realised that for a while I've been sad and scared to open up to people or to make friends. I think it could be because I need someone who actually cares about me, I'm always feeling awkward around my family, the people who supposedly care the most. That's not normal for me to be feeling this way. Another thing is that I have trust issues and severe anxiety when it comes to making friends, I was kicked out of my friend group in school a couple years ago and when I made more friends they ignored me and never included me in anything. 
          
          My mother then asks why I like to be alone and gets annoyed at me when I say I don't want to go out on family days. I've felt so alone for so long that I've grown to feel comfortable with the feeling. I don't know if that's a bad thing to do considering my mental health is already bad. 
          
          I mean it's hard to be in public and be confident when you are overweight, shy and lack normal social skills. At this point I give up. I just don't know what to do to cope anymore.
          
          Sorry about this, please ignore I just needed this out in the open and out my head.
          
          Love you all, Laila ❤❤

I've just realised that I've made some friends on here but I don't know the names of them, just their usernames. I'll start!
          
          Hi I'm Laila. Maves is just a family nickname. I have other nicknames like mavies (mavis but with an e in there), quaves and quaveres. They were all given by my grandad haha. You can call me by any of these ❤

Soooo second guitar lesson was today and I learned how to play live wire by the crüe!! Well some of it anyways. It's actually quite simple. I'm also sooooo happy my teacher has the same music taste as me ♡

I had my first guitar lesson yesterday and my teacher loves 80s . I have quite serious anxiety but I felt better knowing that. I'm proud of myself for going and I'm actually going back. 
          
          OH ANDDD my teacher had an AC/DC amp in the room we were in . The urge to steal it was there BUT I stopped myself . ♡♡

Hey everyone, I feel like at this point you are the only people who might understand my feelings. Don't read on if you don't care haha.
          
          My headphones broke and I can't stop having panic attacks. My mother asked why I was crying and I told her that I can't cope without my headphones and I need to get some more as soon as possible. She doesn't understand just how important music is to me, it's the only thing that makes me happy recently.
          
          Also, I've not been to school in over a year because of my anxiety. I feel so dumb and it's scaring me but I can't go back to school because I will panic. I see so many people who have had glow ups and I'm still the little fat girl who has nothing to bring to the table. I have already failed life and failed my future and I don't know what to do.
          
          Hope you are all doing well or at least coping well. Love you all ♡♡

When I said ummm Niki plays bass it’s cause in the first part or the paragraph she said he was playing guitar