Hi. Long time no see right. Well... Actually lately I feel so sad i am maybe I don't know I feel too down. I feel I'm useless person. And now it is getting worst due to some family problems. And my school friend is getting jealous of my new friend and at first when I told her about u guys is was anger and once dare me to block u all but luckily my other friend save me by giving me other dare. And when ever is gets jealous she just ignore me to get my attention but it is driving me crazy. It all started when I was in 8th grade so I try to talk less about u guys in front of her. And when ever we meet she all way check my whatsapp to know who I am talking to. And as my childhood friend join our team they both all ways talk and try to make me jealous. Recently I got a new friend has her friend left her so I spend more time with her. And my that friend always get jealous and ignore me and my other friend stay with her so she won't ignore her. I allow her to say that she is her to choose her if my that friend tell her to choose between us. So that how I became ignore friend and I have no one to talk to. That time my mentally i was not ok, i late it go . 1day i was trying to talk to my childhood friend but she said that let her talk to my that friend so she won't ignore her. That day I cried my eyes out. After few days I having my lunch talking to my other friend and it got over i went to my this friends and as always I got u know. That day I had enough and I ask her last time what's wrong with her and why was her doing this. And my childhood friend secretly said to me that she will talk to me later for same ignoring thing. And after that I understand they think angry once be came i will try to make it up to her after she throw few tantrums but no they were wrong this time till the date i am ignoring them and me back to my dark time of life. I hope u understand. And if u want to know more tell me. It feels light to share all this