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Putting it here as well so everyone who pittied you is actually fucking aware of who you are. As time goes on, I actually can't express my thankfulness. I am actually so fucking glad to be rid of you. It's been a year since I've felt this light. This happy. And I realized that all you've ever done is drain every single person you meet. You are a selfish, narcissistic, sick person. Who never gives anything, only ever takes and takes and takes until there is nothing left anymore. Thank you for showing me that I am im fact capable of loving a person with everything inside of me. And thank you for teaching me to never waste my time on someone like you ever again. Live well, Sam. May the lies you made up and the pain you caused keep you up at night. And sincerely, coming from the person who loved you most and put up with your shit, fuck you. Rot, for all I care. 

Actually hiding between my bed and the wall just to cry because I feel so useless and miserable and I hate my job and this house and I hate myself so much. And I wish things were different and I wish we'd never met at all so you couldn't be sad if I left this world. 

Goodbye wattpad. ☠️

My mental health is shot. I feel like I could collapse at any moment. I don't want to eat anymore. I don't want to move anymore. I think I may be better off stuck to the floor. 
          
          This House Has People In It. 
          
          Timestamp: 7 minutes, 4 seconds. 

I love you I love you I love you 

Goodnight morning, good afternoon, and good night. 

Oh, how selfish of a being i am. 

Happy anniversary. I love you

Happy Valentines Day, my love <3

Don’t laugh. You’re making me nervous :( even more nervous than I already am :(