mayachanged

happy mid 2022

mayachanged

i just published a few chapters of my new book! bird names is a rlly personal story where im just tryna get in touch with my abstract and unedited writing. its about me and and my friends so plz read w a grain of salt bc this didnt actually happen and no it probably (hopefully) will not bc the rest of my school year is cancelled lmao but i really do hope its an ok start up for me again!

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i always think of myself as just a reader and not a creator :/ it's like...i lose inspiration for a topic so quickly it's like my head is just floating on a small lake, just waiting to be gobbled up by some sort of anxiety fish thing.  when i write, i only imagine people being able to take a short glimpse at it, and not just READING it at all.  when will that kind of mindset change for me? im only thirteen, i have so much ahead for me...they say. I put my life into the future, and not the time that i'm in now. i can only stay at home for so long. I can only be a KID for so long...but i don't want that anymore. i want to devote a part of my adolescence to writing...and taking advice from peers and all. i don't want to live my author life in shadows for the majority anymore. i hope that the people who see my feeds can give me some advice on how to do that :)