Days are dark and blue these days because of the pandemic plus the online class that has been stressing me out. I cannot be able to focus on myself, to my personal growth and development unlike before. Kinda feel lost to my own thoughts and wants, I really don't have an idea what to do. I can't even write! It feels my dreams has been dragging down. I don't know, I truly don't know anymore. I think I need a rest for a day or week maybe to feel better again.