maybe_alyssah

Ugh, I have motivation slump. I can’t even edit 
          
          The fic is at 1k words though so it’s okay. 
          
          I am NOT meeting 3 chapters this summer, im too busy . I have like 5 or maybe more open weeks of summer 
          
          Otherwise, lots happening in the chapter! Not even close to halfway through what i want of the chapter!

You all should be proud of me. Since the beginning of April, I've written 216 words with most of those in the last 2-3 weeks. 
          
          It's a big achievement for me, okay T-T
          
          I'm still writing more in the story as soon as I publish this message. I am hoping for it to be posted by the end of June as I should have more time. (I say as I have workouts and summer volleyball AND i'm watching my nephew with my mom for a few days at their house-)
          
          Anyways! So as you can see, I'll have PLENTY of time. Well.. as long as editing doesn't come first which it might need to be as I haven't even finished an edit for the end of June or began my July edits-
          It's okay, TikTok hates me currently anyways (I say as I act like I don't post on YouTube, Instagram, and Twitter-)
          
          Okay, anyways to get me not talking about editing- T-T
          
          Thank you all for being patient with me! This school year was a lot and since I just graduated, I'll have more time to work. Well, until school starts again but we don't talk about how busy I'm gonna be for school ;3
          
          I like how I said I was gonna work on the story and now I'm just writing this AND I'm gonna dye my hair later so really I'm just using my procrastination like I always do on any project-
          
          Anyways, have a wonderful week!

Girl. I just posted the chapter, there's no way you voted that fast! 

Little update!
          
          School ends for me in a few days, once it does, I’ll start writing and posting a little more!
          
          I did start writing again a few days ago but i was soooo tired (i still am). 
          
          Hoping to have at least 3 chapters out before i go back to school. (Last time i said that for edits, it never happened-)

Why do i have more ambition to write a daydreamed story instead of a story that is already in motion-
          
          I have paragraphs of my daydreaming (well before sleep daydream) literally writing everything out that i thought of, not leaving anything out. I mean it’s a good story. It’s a Katelyn x Reader, so-
          
          Okay, in my case it didn’t turn Katelyn x Reader until I realized it probably is on the second night of making this story. And it was more me at first instead of Y/N so like…
          
          Anyways! 
          
          I was so upset when I finished an edit and then found out that one edit I finished was coming out AFTER an edit that i haven’t finished yet…i almost cried 
          
          Also, how would we feel about making that story I was just talking about a one chapter but is like the full full story. Basically where there’s like 20-30 thousand words because idek. 
          
          Ykw, how about I just write out the entire story with dialogue and then split it up into chapters? That’ll probably work out better than that other idea was-

It’s been a CRAZY month. 
          
          My goal is to finish the 3 edits that I just need text for (as then I just need 1 more for June) before I start writing again!
          
          Yes, I was doing 3 at once-
          
          1st one - forgot about lwk even tho i started that like a few days prior
          
          2nd one - going good until…
          
          3rd one - mermaid tales episode premiered-

I know I just talked to yall, so uhm, you can’t get bored of me LOL
          
          Anyways, I was looking at what I had for chapter 4. And because i’m nice, i’m telling you what it says word for word. 
          
          “I woke up the next day, not sure what to expect. But I know for a fact that I'm going to be surrounded by the fangirls. I lay there, staring at the ceiling, for what seems like hours until I finally roll onto my side to look at my phone. Lo behold, I see hundreds of messages.”
          
          The question is…messages from who…? teehee
          
          also, i wrote that almost a month ago…April 11…man, i really need to get my game on. 
          
          wait…i forgot who the messages were from uhhh its one of 3 people…man, i always think i will remember but i never end up remembering 

The evil plans that come in my head when I think of what to do with Laurance and Gene are concerning…but not bad enough to make happen in the fanfic!
          
          (Jkjk im not THAT mean…i think-)
          
          I actually haven’t even continued chapter 4. I have all the edits i need to do are laid out, i just need to do them. But i’ll also make time to write the fic, trust. 
          
          It’s always nice when I know people are still reading- I FORGOT I POST ON AO3 TOO UHM…
          
          well thats my cue to go, peace ✌️ 

I hate that I’m becoming that writer who doesn’t post for months…
          
          welp while we’re talking about my hobbies…
          
          ADVERTISEMENT HA~HA
          
          ive been working on my edits (i wanna have all my June edits done before I start writing. Might switch that plan up but rn its going strong) and since im *also* passionate about my edits, go follow my socials. 
          
          They’re all maybe_alyssah btw- TEEHEE
          
          (No pressure i lit just didn’t want to have a small thing or whatever)

Okay, I swear I’m going to get to the fanfic soon 
          
          Anyways, on the topic of the fanfic, i thought of a perfect ending that will include me HAVING to make a 2nd book against my will but hey, whatever makes it interesting. 
          
          So all i’m going to say is, yall are in for a ride