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screaming about midnights- like one moment i was fine the next i was so not

part 4 of motif is finally up!!
          https://www.wattpad.com/1246738086?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create_writer&wp_uname=maydays-&wp_originator=zr%2FaJp%2BwbLyIK9hqAOYSABIruDNrH2uAK55bPLku6wVFw%2BhfAOOzGOPjk9jEbDGsMeCEadAtqi8IuCir3ImZcICI3xFCsXZryKLZQHB%2B7jiWyt%2BjhBNyZjXMoz8NcdJY

just hit 3k for part 4 of motif and still have so much more to write

i feel sick and idk why- anxiety might be the cause but also ??? screw adrenaline frfr

scared af bc tomorrow is results day and what do i do if i dont get into my first choice uni

omg so i might be kind of drunk but im here to expose my sober self crying over the fact that steve harrington doesnt exist and that i cant actually find him and marry him

want attention
          wanna want attention 

when i upload part 4 of motif and it's as long as the current 3 parts added together- then what

motif's second active check is officially closed!

the way im coming back to my 1d phase - a full circle moment
          https://www.wattpad.com/1247307739?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=maydays-&wp_originator=D5NPpOFpgYRRfy1yYNvcHXx%2BQfiyfD8wGVDTGZ4CKg%2FC39nPv45gKJKwJbqmrHxNfmRArRoZ8%2Bt1V1qDhedU29K1wDDnzK9sfccK0yKUFx8V1jDEGpZaf9l9h6ZMcnyv