God has tested my faith in Him but I know that He won't give me struggles that I couldn't bear. If this is His way of making me strong as a mother, then I will trust His ways.
My condition was fatal and it could lead me to death. My right fallopian tube could be ruptured and surgery was the only option. Grateful and blessed that it was detected early after a series of lab tests. Hence, the doctors had to remove my right ovary and fallopian tube to save my life.
I am in pain. Not just physically but emotionally and mentally. My rainbow baby didn't have a heartbeat to begin with and grew outside the main cavity of my uterus for 9 weeks. We have no other way of saving my second baby. — Our supposed to be baby girl.
What comforts me is knowing that my rainbow baby is in His hands now and that He has given me my second life to appreciate life more and still be a Mom of Maius.
My rainbow baby, I'm so sorry.
Mommy will always love you and remember you.
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PS: I can't reply to messages right now as I am recuperating from my surgery.