I read one of your comments at the book I read, and I just wanna tell you that...everybody is good at something, and everyone have a soulmate...there are bad moments in life, sometimes it seems like your whole life is a wrack, but it gets better, if you try and believe. I don't know what is your source of depression but I promise you it has a solution, just find it. And enjoy all the little things in life. Self harm or other harm is never the solution! <3