mcnuttm

hey everyone

Amy_Smithy

@mcnuttm hey!
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mcnuttm

Is anyone still on this app? i haven’t touched it in a while. hey guys

mcnuttm

@LaraCabello tbh, same because i haven’t touched this app in over a year
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HoeplessAlexis

Quarantine got me back on Wattpad and Tumblr
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mcnuttm

Aug 5th, 2017 - 11:19pm
          
          You'll probably never see this. All of the other people who'll see this will be confused, surely. But you know this is for you.
          I still think about you. I still hurt. 
          But you know what? I'm never going to admit it straight to you. I never will because I'm a freaking coward. You've forgotten about me, and I know you don't really care about me anymore. 
          I mean, we can barely handle regular conversations without them being awkward. But yeah. It's late, and I'm confessing and making a big deal out of nothing. I'm going to say goodbye. I'm happy that you're happy. 
          
          You'll never understand what I meant. I will never understand what you meant either. That's just how it'll be. 
          I still care about you though. 
          And I know you think I'm annoying or petty or making you feel pitiful, but I'm really not. 
          I just need to let this out. Writing is an escape from myself sometimes.
          
          Don't hate me because I never will hate you.

mcnuttm

Jul 7th, 2017 - 3:32am
          
          I feel like I can breathe...now. Yes, I can finally breathe now. My freedom is, 
          Adhering to society. 
          
          Jul 7th, 2017 - 2:11pm 
          
          I feel like just when I start to normalize everything, something comes in and breaks me. Is everything real, or is this world just a lie?

mcnuttm

Jan 13th, 2017 - 8:12pm
          
          Talking won't help the suffering. It only mends, for it will be relaxing to you let it all out. You still go through the pain; the breakage, it's still there. This is why I used to not believe in the therapists