meadowleafsrain

happy birthday to me pog

meadowleafsrain

h i  t h e r e
          
          so i havent been on wattpad in about a month now, i came back and my story was unpublished so thats fun, ill probably publish it again tonight but if my phone dies i might have to post it tomorrow
          uh thanks for reading? sorry im awkward

meadowleafsrain

my parents are gonna hate me so much c:<

mellowline

@antisocialsocialemoX  guess we are totally different. 
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meadowleafsrain

@mellowline  pfft- my mom would get the opposite
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meadowleafsrain

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yo i-.  im gonna rant again. lmao i feel like the weight of the world is being put on my shoulders because of you and you ask me out?! and i have the nerve to say yes. i feel like im collapsing. im crumbling under your weight and mine. im losing myself because im trying to make you happy. make you feel good. and the other one. doesnt even want anything to do with me. you call me yours all the time but where are you when im falling down. im so bloody tired of this i could swallow gallons of soap. im just the puppet being played on your strings. i dont matter. fuck you.

meadowleafsrain

@mellowline its good that you do, that that was really petty of her
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mellowline

@antisocialsocialemoX bt the most interesting thing is she was runing around the class bad mouthing me. But most of them reported back to me. I've got some loyal buddies.
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meadowleafsrain

i hate school with a passion, it sucks. i would 10/10 much rather go to therapy. i need it anyways-

mellowline

@antisocialsocialemoX  great minds think alike
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meadowleafsrain

@mellowline that would be a m a z i n g
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meadowleafsrain

im sick and i feel like ive swallowed a bee because my throat is closing up and it hurts like hecko

PlzJustStop

@antisocialsocialemoX my typo of auto type oof meant get well
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PlzJustStop

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@antisocialsocialemoX holy shit get week soon man
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meadowleafsrain

hi c:

meadowleafsrain

thats good! >v<
            is fine uvu
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meadowleafsrain

My ears...they're...b l e e d i n g

meadowleafsrain

@RileyBlack_Jesus the mental effects it had on me are worse than them actually bleeding
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allriledup-

@antisocialsocialemoX at least they weren't actually bleeding
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meadowleafsrain

@RileyBlack_Jesus luckily its only metaphorical but if it had went on for a minute longer, I would actually be bleeding from my ears
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