Lovemehateme

What happen to your story "Afraid"?? 

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I know our boys is strong. People learn through their mistake same with our boys, I'm really proud of them because they admitted their wrongdoing, not hiding away but my heart is breaking to pieces, I really can't see them hurting, I'm feeling so down, I'm worried about our boys especially Krist cause he got it worst with people keep attacking him, honestly I cried so hard when krist took all the blame when he said my fans not protecting me they just want to encourage me and fans always keep correcting my mistake. Can't you see how sincere his apologies is and I'm in devastating state when P'Singto wrote that he always want to be a good role model but now he lost the right. Honestly I can't open my media social without crying cause the news still there the hate the love everything is there, it's like emotional roller coaster, I need to be strong with them, I promise not to be duel over the past but I'm still hurting and I can't earse krist face when he turn back to wipe his tears and smile at the camera, his guilty devastated face. I miss his sunshine smile the one smile that always lift up my mood, peraya be strong, we know who is our boys we have seen their struggle to achieve what they get now, I can't ask all fans to stay, but I hope the others who stayed, keeps supporting them and be strong soon rainbow will comes. I will stay with them because I know who truly there are.  #perayaisone #perayaishome

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I'm so sorry that I haven't been able to update my story but right now things aren't great with me I have a lot to deal with especially my mental health now sulli gone I'm not doing well like I thought I would.
          Now Hara, srsly I'm slowly dying here.
          My family, my anxiety, my finances so much going on that at some point I thought about killing myself.
          I know this sounds trigger but don't worry, I have a counselor too help me coop with all this shit.
          I'm sad but at least writing makes me happy. 
          I pray that all my readers always happy and successful. 
          Best regards from me. Love you all♥️

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Friendzone …….. our relationship can't go beyond that line we only friends and that so fucking hard for me because we constantly saying love to each others constantly missing one another but he draw a line AS A FRIEND. My heart keep bleeding when he said that, I can't be jealous when he with others woman smiling so brightly to her that I wish that smile was for me only. I'm tired to keep this feeling but I don't want to ruin our friendship we've been together for almost 10 years now.

Day and night,
          Light and darkness,
          I close my eyes for awhile, 
          Then I realized that half of my life have pass,
          So many regrets,
          But I can't turn to the past now.
          -N-

I am glad ...I'll be the first reader....
          I love the plot and waiting for more...
          If you got time then read my works...hope you'll enjoy.... If like them then follow.
          Fighting