Hi, I guess that I am not really in the best state of mind right now as my health condition, specifically my heart problems have been deteriorating during this last month. I had a conversation with my doctor, and according to his quotes, "it is nothing I should worried about." Thankfully, I just wanted to let everyone know that I am currently doing okay. I have now unpublished Suicidal thoughts as the storyline mentioned from Leila's perspective glimpses at some very private events that have occurred some months, approximated to a year, before I got to type the story. I have recently realized that during the scripting of this story, I poured my heart and feelings into it, making "Suicidal Thoughts" to some extent a diary to me.