nick/clay/meep

i missed middle of june damn my bad

anyway im 15 now congratulate me you cowards /j (my birthday was 2 months ago dont actually)

i completely forgot about wattpad damn

boo 
          IM BACK B1TCHESSS 
          AM I BACK TO WRITING? 
          ..IDK YET 
          
          ok properly, hi again, im back i think, so there's a possibility of a story?? xD no promises tho, my motivation has done everything else except come back 
          anyway, about the 2 recent situations (george/wilbur)
          george
          i'm on his side and will continue to include him in my stories(if i publish any), so if you're a george anti now, please unfollow me, i don't wanna be annoying :,)
          he isn't innocent since he himself admitted to it, but he did apologize well, and in my case he should get "another chance", yk- we shouldn't just throw him in the ditch and shrug it off as "eh another mcyt who's problematic", we should still give him a chance as i said 
          i'm not trying to invalidate caiti's feelings, she has every right to feel uncomfortable about the situation, but from all the info we have, it seems much more like a huge misunderstanding and much less intense and terrible than it first seemed like 
          
          wilbur
          i never really knew how to write about him, so that won't change anything really, but i still wanted to say my opinion on this 
          and my opinion is:
          fuck wilbur soot 
          his apology was ass in my opinion, and while yes, he does somewhat have a chance of redeeming himself which i hope he does, i won't support him anymore unless he can prove he's actually truly better and not just some dude wanting money and fame 
          
          before anyone calls me a hypocrite about supporting george and not wilbur, they're VERY different, its not the same.
          
          and with that, hi again and bye for now! 
          
          support victims

um 
          im gonna take a break from wattpad, as in 
          i wont come up with story ideas, i wont check notifs daily, or anything 
          my life has pretty much gone to shit and i cant with it anymore 
          this wont change anything since i dont really update my stories anyway anymore cause my motivation is gone 
          but bye for now 
          see you when/if i come back 
          - with much love, nikolai

..ok so 
          about me dying 
          i MIGHT(big might) come out with a story "soon", cause i recently watched My Neighbour Totoro(which is an amazing movie btw) again and i maybe kinda got inspired to do a forest spirit au where dre is a forest spirit and george is a magpie in human form 
          aka
          george = "oo shiny", hence the magpie bit, aka he WILL get to anything shiny no matter if it gets rid of his legs
          dre = silent/helpful forest spirit, literally based off of totoro so xD

MEEP MEEP

AAAND IM ALIVE, SINCE ITS OCTOBER I DHOULD PRIBABLY START WORKING ON A HALLOWEEN SPECIAL, I CANT PROMUSR SNUTHING BUT I CSN PROMISE THAY I WILL TRY TO PUBLISH SMTH

CORRECTION TO LAST ANNOUNCEMENT, ILL TRY TO PUBLISH SMTH FOR HALLOWEEN

YALL, IM SO SORRY FOR DYING, IVE BEEN MOVING STUFF FROM APARTMENT TO APARTMENT FOR LIKE 5 MONTHS AND SCHOOL IS STARTING AGAIN BUT I PROMISE ILL TRY TO PUBLISH SMTH IN A MONTH