@megandcheese
Didn't you have a story about twins? Just curious about why you took it down.
yes! i took it down a while ago because i was very young and uneducated when i was writing it and i found that i was glorifying self harm. also, i kind of lost interest in writing that story as a whole. i still have it all in my drafts if you’d like me to email it to you! :)
F U C K
I’m never gonna have an s.o. and I’m gonna be a virgin forever and I kind of like actually wanna kill myself but not really like I can’t explain it but I’m heartbreakingly lonely and I don’t know what to do about it and why do I only attract people who I can’t be with because I don’t feel the same way and don’t support their choices like I’m slowly cornering myself off from the world which is bad but i can’t help it that I don’t want to talk to these people oh my god like I can’t explain it but it hurts so bad
I love being ignored and third wheeling and then people expecting me to not be mad at them hahahhaha FUCK OFF hhahahah
hey kids I’m back again to tell you that I’m on the verge of a breakdown and I feel so fucking guilty even though I didn’t do anything and I feel like I’m drowning and everyone is watching but no one wants to work themselves up enough to save me and I have to do fucking everything for myself, even be my own father and it’s fucking hella but I stg if it’s the last thing I do I’m not starting 2018 with all of this bullshit drama
hey do you guys ever feel like everyone is against you even if you know they aren’t, and that you have this horrible sadness that you just can’t fix and no one is making you feel better and you just can’t stop thinking and regretting things that you’ve done because you think that you’re guilty and now your biggest advocate that has been making you feel safe and not guilty this whole time betrays you, because if you have, you know exactly how I’ve felt since 8:03 PM last night. :)
lmao did y’all know that people with really good relationships don’t realize it and it gives me big time depression ok thanks for tuning in catch me next week for megan’s loneliness tidbit
my dad makes me want to kms
me: I'm totally just going through a phase, I'm not gay
also me: megan, you still have that screenshot from when a girl in texas told you that you were pretty and that she would date you
me: that, too
IVE MADE A BREAKTHROUGH IN MY SEXUALITY!!!!!! I'm more attracted to men physically but I can actually see myself more with women!!!!!!