God Of Wolves

i can't beleive i need to represent for an english presentation i just wanted to have a diffrent style essay now i need to write an entire new one by tomorrow to demonstrait sourcing (heh yea i the only person in the class who want's to write a play to prove he's better than a famous american playwrite {and might succeed let you know about that later} doesn't know how to source when i can gather cite and do more things than i want to with sources) it's bull but it's life, i'll let all intrested know how it goes tomorrow

it's funny, a few years ago i hated pants with zippers and/or buttons, they pissed me off so much, then the next year i had to wear cargo shorts i liked them okay i also slightly opened up to the idea of polo's and button ups after years of loving tee shirts, now i wear jeans daily, and own a suit, 4 dress shirts, 3 pairs of dress pants and love them so

i'm going to try my hand at a conspirocy theory hmmm i know! jfk was shot by a communist agent who got his orders directly from the ashes of adolf hitler

powerschool should not have an app, i was just going to sleep and my mom yelled something, i thought ok let's hear it i opened the door asked what and she said my english grade went up, I DON'T CARE  I'M TRYING TO SLEEP!

another day of being anti social makes me briefly question 'why do i only have one friend in my class?' then i look up at my class mates and remember i don't want more friends, in all honesty i'm not completely unlikable heck i have conversations with lots of people from time to time, but my real reason for not being in one of the groups of friends is i don't want to, if i did i would turn on my charm (i inherited my dad's charm where it's impossible to hate us i just keep it off normally) i mean i can use that charm well add me trying not to be a pain and i could have had a chance at MAKING a friend group instead of questioning the meaning behind people getting into a mini shouting match of who's my friend when i'm going up to present (i know whoever claimed to be in a relationship with me was lying because i'd know if i had a GF, and i don't have a real reason to have one at the moment) but i just never wanted to with my class mates, i did it with the graduating class of this year and last year on a few students because i genuinely liked them and they returned it so i used it with them, but my class while i can have decent conversations with them they are not people i see myself fully wanting to be around so you know some people may be popular (one of the more popular who was a pretty okay friend in middle school now makes me want to occasionally give him a black eye) but i'll stick to not being too social and the one good buddy i have in my class, besides who needs a large active social life or girlfriend in junior year right?

always feed your dog a little more than you should because if you forget to feed them they won't die to remind you!

i seriously hate medical facilities, first i find out i have an infection then i have a sty okay i can handle both they aren't lethal not serious just minor nuances, just got to rub the cream take the eye drops and swallow the pill okay sounds good i'll take the doctors notes the infection is contagious i may miss classes i ACTUALLY LIKE and archery but okay i can get by i'll just shoot a few emails and a couple texts people will understand, but then they ask if i had my flu shot i hate needles! i don't care how long you've been in med school or what but i don't want a thin sharp object entering my arm! heck the only reason i got through it was with shinedown playing from my mom's phone and an assistant distracting me I SERIOUSLY HATE NEEDLES!!! i'll take the risk of the flu any day but i don't need that shot!

good news i got sleep! bad news my face has scabs and my eye is swollen from some crap that got in it

maybe i really do need sleep? meh

hey guys so I've been reading the glass castle for english and i just have things i need to say about that book, first off it isn't a bad book! it just shouldn't be rushed through in a school project environment, and i really enjoy how the first few pages set the tone of the future and then we go back and experience her life with her, i hate the parents however, in the beginning they really seemed to care about the children and surviving by the page 260 gahhh the dad is an alcoholic focused simply on booze and i find him the better parent! the mom god she's horible she's selfish stupid whiny and god awful think i'm wrong? she went to renew her credentials over the summer to keep her job that was THE FAMILIES PRIMARY SOURCE OF INCOME and she came home a whiny bitch (as you can tell i'm pissed) that 'didn't want to' she jeopardized her and her children's safety because she wanted to live for herself... uhh she has 3 children that depend on her not to starve which she's been failing but i digress so she stays home and just acts like a whiny shit when she's living in new york she falls behind on her rent doesn't respect her daughter's wishes to be packed by a specific date and when is homeless she does nothing she owns a house owns land had expensive shit to sell can TRY to get a job and she does nothing and you know what that's not okay several people strive and try to get money or an opportunity to have a home and nice things but government handouts and handouts in general are WASTED on her and her husband who is still only focused on booze, it sickens me when people do such a thing, not caring to make anything of there lives instead focusing on what they 'want' but when opportunity for basic needs come in they 'don't feel like it' people that are souly survive off of handouts without trying to make there life better sicken me, handouts should only be used on people who NEED them who are trying there hardest to make it better but need a little extra push not-i'mcutoff