Megan.love

Hey guys check out my new story the ex im sure some of you will find it famillar. and its the truth and i have decided its time for people to know that! 

someone please talk to me im literally about to explode and that doesnt happen often but i cant find my zen 

I just got my wattpad back and ill be reading and writting soon thanks baees love ya 

All I want is a friend. Someone who will listen to me. It just seems like everybody hates me and I'm not sure what to do. I don't even know why I'm really writting this. I guess I just think someone will actually care enough to be a friend. I don't know :/. 

I don't mean to complain or sound rude but i really need to talk about this. My ex boyfriend said he loved me and wanted a family and that when he got out of the service we would live together. Yes I know he was an older guy but I thought what we had was real. My current boyfriend pissed me off so I was looking through my phone and see my ex's messages. I start to read them and started to cry. We had the most beautiful relationship ya know the kind everyone yarns for. Now I have no one and maybe it's my fault. The worst part of all of this is that he never said let's break up or take a break. It's like he fell off earth but he didnt. He still is on facebook and skype and snapchat. As for my current boyfriend we told each other we loved each other and even added some romance. Now he's being the biggest asshole ever!!!! He's possibly one of the worst boyfriend's I ever had. I don't even know why I'm trying to make it work!!!!