@meghdoll
Megs.. I am updating it okay.. since u said you slept.. you have 3 chptrs to be read from where stars collided...
And the others yeah.. I'm updating.. don't forget to read all those okay?
My data plan is over and I can't msg you in sms but here only with the help of wifi.. but you can put msgs in sms.. I'll read it and give reply here..
@meghdoll yes megs.. I'll stand with u no matter what and since you're clearly targetting your goal for now, let's move into that direction only rather than getting stuck at any distractions.. if he's meant for you, he will come to you somehow no matter what (even if he has to wait for 2yrs).. and if he's not the guy someone too good is waiting for u somewhere.. so now.. it's study time..
@PearlFics9704 no lets just leave it on him. If he thinks that I am good he will. And I think he is handsome but I will marry to the guy that my heart feels good and right. If I see his picture now then it will shake my thoughts too and then that 'no concentration in studies mood' I don't want that. He knows everything about me moreover his dad is taking much interest in it. But I still have doubts because my caste is buddhist and he is maratha. According to the society (I don't believe in these caste things as maratha is superior to buddhist) so it's a doubt for me. I know I should not be thinking in this way but I need to think in all directions its a big deal for marriage because I have to stay there with them. I don't want to feel inferior between them. And also in other way if he wants to marry me then he needs to wait for 2 years atleast, which no one waits so, for now no to Mr handsome even if he is politician's son or businessman I don't care if its my career. That uncle told dad to provide my phone number to that guy if any questions need to be asked and clear if any doubts are there but, I clearly said no and dad was expecting that only from me I guess. That uncle to didn't go any further. His dad is very respectable papa said he is very humble and respects my dad too. Let's see what happens but first career.
@meghdoll arrey meghaji.... Just don't be khadoos na... Atleast once in your life just let your walls down because it's a matter of your life partner nah... You simply say that you're curious Abt this guy who has seen me but I didnt get the opportunity to see him.. so I want it to be equal.. it's not like I'm interested in marrying him but I just want to make our hissa barabarr... Say this if your parents ask you.. moreover don't you think that you should also see him because at some point I don't think it is bad to see a boy right...? Just see how he looks.. the rest we can see... Marriage and all is secondary na
@PearlFics9704 I didn't show that much interest. But everyone is saying he is damn good-looking -_- I literally want to get my dad's phone and check it but, my ego is not letting me to watch it. I just want to know how come he has agreed because as per the news he has seen me but not me. I was like what the.. I want to see trets but seriously if I show even a little interest I will be like whyyyyyyyyyyy.
@meghdoll woah woah woah... Idk how to reply because even I want you to accomplish your dream but I also want you to .you know her married beautifully to a person who deserve you.. so have you seen him? Atleast a pic ? And what happened next.. spill the tea gurl
@PearlFics9704 BTW trets I have got a rishta he is a politician family. They asked dad about me. He is in London now and they are finding a partner for him. Mom told me at the lunchtime. First I was like okay so take decisions according to you. They have got a picture of him too but I didn't saw that. Moreover that guy too had seen me at a function -_- My parents got the hint I guess about what my answer will be. I just don't want to get marries now. I told them this they were like we know but the guy's family is showing too much interest in me so they told me this news. They themselves don't want me to get married now atleast not even I have given my years to this examination. They want be to be financially independent, so do I.
@PearlFics9704 and then you have to find people like you I'm lucky that I got you. Your stories keep telling me like "come on you have to know that story's next chapter like what will be there what message will be there". And like this everyday passes.
@PearlFics9704 I was going through the same you know I mean after that stupid breakup. I wasted my college days being sad for almost a year, yes its just a year but we get only 3 years of enjoyment and that I wasted for being madly at an utterly stupid fking boy. My first year for being so in love with him and till 2nd year my life was fking sick and then I had only a year to actually enjoy but with some conditions that is assignments, presentations and events. I enjoyed that too infact only that I guess. And the worst thing is I know its value now, like now! When there's nothing there. No friends no classes nothing only information loaded human brain and maintaining it till I get that desired position. I feel very depressed sometimes that all my friends are getting married and I didnt even attended their weddings :(. At my age there will more loneliness trets. So just forget everything and try to enjoy those college days weather its sharing bad or good news atleast you will have someone but, later when you will be at my age it will be like why the fk am I even living.
@meghdoll yes megs... I'm getting fine but many things are wrong . Like i don't know why do I hate things a lot.. I think it has got a lot to do with my age caz usually whoever I talk to.. people of my age are facing quite the same... Also I have seen a meme which is so true.. it said, "it is a generation where people smile a lot on pics rather than in real life. In reality they are all depressed" and now I know it's true