mehi56

Love Her is now available on Amazon. The book on wattpad is just the rough draft. Hardcover will have a few extra pages and is now available.
          	
          	Please search for
          	"Love her it's just a crush"
          	On Amazon and it should be the first book there by Megan Turner.

mehi56

Love Her is now available on Amazon. The book on wattpad is just the rough draft. Hardcover will have a few extra pages and is now available.
          
          Please search for
          "Love her it's just a crush"
          On Amazon and it should be the first book there by Megan Turner.

mehi56

No matter where I will go,
          From Houston or Paris,
          I'll always remember,
          Those who were my parent's.
          
          Whether just taking me in,
          Or giving me birth,
          By marriage or blood,
          Or showing me my worth.
          
          And I'll remember my friends
          And everyone that I meet.
          Though I may not remember
          Which desk is my seat.
          
          And for those who betray me,
          In the future or past,
          I hope you get where you're going,
          And forever there you will last.
          
          As Karma's wingwoman,
          I hope you get what you deserve.
          Whether always waiting in line,
          Or on a private reserve.
          
          Because guilt hurts the most
          Out of every emotion.
          Wondering 'what could have been'
          While life was in motion.
          
          What you could have done different,
          And just where things went wrong.
          Until you realize,
          You just weren't as strong.
          
          So you get off the ground
          And you take a few steps,
          And you hold your head higher,
          And you start on your quest.
          
          A quest to be better,
          A goal to make good.
          Because great things will happen
          To those who do as they should.
          
          I hope once you read this,
          And still praying you to,
          That you think a bit more
          About the things that you do.
          
          The people you meet
          And the things that you say
          Bury deep in the minds
          Of the children at play.
          
          Because you're an example
          Whether or not you want to
          And in case you start running,
          No one will save you.
          
          We all save ourselves
          From the pits of despair,
          And we hold our hands out
          To those still climbing the stair.

Itsjustslash

Love you Megan! ❤️ You are gifted!
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mehi56

A man in love has the strength of thousands.
          I just want to put that strength into words.
          I don't know if you really care about me because I mean nothing and I don't matter in the long run. I'm sure you have a boyfriend, even though your relationship status on Facebook still says 'it's complicated' and even though I've looked through every picture you've posted. But you help me forget that. That's truly why I thank you for everything you've done. You mean a lot to me. I don't quite think you understand how much you mean to me. I've loved you from the moment I first saw you on the second day of kindergarten because you weren't there the first day. I remember waiting a whole week to learn your name because I was too shy to ask you what it was. I remember thinking 'that's the girl I want to marry' when I watched you kick David Downer in the ballsack for making fun of your hair.

mehi56

I continue to get this sickening feeling that I'll wake up one day with no scars or blemishes, no acne or dark circles, no patches or cuts or bruises or hickies. That someday I'll just wake up & everything wrong with my body will be gone. I'll be thinner & flexible, with sharper cheekbones & longer eyelashes, with thin eyebrows you can see. My lips will be full like my friend Rachel, who broke her arm & I never saw her again, & my voice will be smooth & silky like Marilia from Brazil, my hair will be long & straight like my friend Anniah's, with no tangles or rat's nests or snarls or curls, just be a light auburn color & it will reach down all the way to my back, with a soft, gentle ringlet. I'll be able to keep my balance like her, too. I'll have perfect, straight whit teeth. I will wake up one day & I will be beautiful on the outside, but I won't be able to recognize myself. Every time I will look in a mirror, I'll see someone beautiful, but I won't know who it is. I guess it's because I don't think I'm beautiful.