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hi are you okay

Hi! How long has it been since i last came on here? Or even updated anything here!? I guess almost a year? Idk... But here's to more updates and stories! I might write up new stories too! And I have a few updates but I'll put it into my popular story "Online Roleplay". So please read that once the "Life Updates" come out! Thanks loves <3

I just need to get something out...aka ranting...all bc I just really can't concentrate anymore just bc of these...
          1) Only few ppl know my sexuality...I'm bi...I said it once out loud but I guess no one either believed me  or they just don't see me as someone who's bi especially w my outside/school environment where I'll end up all...cutesy? Still ppl dont believe me and I just really wanted that to just...bleh...my Irl ppl friend humans will know sooner or later but i just can't really...I don't blurt out my sexuality or anything so yeah...
          
          2) So most people are treated unfairly but their parents. Me being the eldest in my family...I'm the one being treated unfairly by my own younger siblings and I just can't handle that my parents won't do anything about it. My siblings just just one(and two) years younger than me and treat me as though I'm lower or younger than them. I'm being called greedy and selfish when I don't do a damn thing. I use something they don't even use anymore...I'm once again in trouble or my siblings will keep annoying me or putting burdens on my shoulders. And when I actually do something nice for them, I'm treated like crap and no one even acknowledges what I did, neither mom nor dad, and I'm just tossed to the side like I don't even do anything. So...f**ck u family I really f**cking hate all of you.
          
          (Sorry just needed to let this out somewhere bc ranting helps...)

If I started writing yuri...would anyone read it? By I've been too into love live that...yuri...happened...I'm not a pure gurl...oops...opinions please!?

//gasp// I just though of another story to write! But I think I took the title from reading it off some other book or something so I have to rethink the title >< I'll start writing it during class owo bwahahhaha

Haii...holy fucking hell...color guard/band camp is just //breaks everything---// I'm so tired and I can't even move without my legs or wrists hurting //--but can't bc everything hurts// and I got a tan...and sunburn...which is a first...well for a sunburn but it's been more then 7-9 years since I got tanned!!! //cries// and I have to do camp for 2 weeks...well now wed (26, 11:36pm) so just less than 2 weeks now...and we have to be there from 10am - 8pm(or)8:30(ish)pm...so almost 11 hours I think? So...//dies a slow yet painful death//

Sorry that I can't update during the rest of summer (August...) I have to do a lot of practice, writers block, and I  prepare for school...if anyone has any ideas for next chapters pm me or comment in a chapter what I should do! Thankies! ♡

Sorry no updates in a while...I'm quite busy and I'm also trying new things ><|| I might post again in September SORRY!!!!! (Or if I find a good time I'll try and update still during August ><||)

Holy sh*t...I went to the library today (and damn that was an odd empty feeling...) and when I went to check out some books it wouldn't let me at the self checkout...I went to the person and found out I owe almost $75 just for 13 books...well...11 of them being manga... Fucking hell the price for how much it costs per day over due is fucking shit! I mean...I was about 2-3 weeks late in returning the books and manga but shit I owe $75 how the hell am I suppose to get that money! //sobs// I need a fucking job...and quick...my mom got mad at me in the damn library and told me she won't pay for it...not even half of it =~=|| and I've spent my money on up coming cosplays I've been wanting to do...and I've even spent the money already on stuff not even for the fabric for those cosplays...dammit I need to learn to use my money wisely *^*|| good bye year of spending Xmas and bday money ect! //sobs in tamaki's corner//

I need to stop with self teaching and get actual lessons for everything =~=|||