junshu

eeeeh i miss writing so much

i miss writing so much. but now i stare at the screen for hours and no words would come out. i envy others who can freely write without hatred inking their pens. i am so, so lost.

dito na lang ako mag popost kasi walang may pake sa'kin here ^-^ i've been a ghostwriter for a month now and i'm preparing sa interview next month for a stable work. hopefully, matanggap ako (manifesting so much). hindi naman sa ungrateful pero, oh my gosh, being a ghostwriter is TOUGH. the income is like my mental health (unstable) kaya ayorn. manifesting talaga, secured jobs. ^-^

idk i'm always over analyzing myself. no one's being hard on me so why am i beating myself up so much ???

hinde makapag publish bcs nde ma satisfy ang sarili yes

hindi na ata ako marunong mag sulat < 3

nag break down na ako kanina at umiyaj ng bongga dahil sa pag aakalang mawawala na ang account na ito. amen.

tangena

inuulan ako ng updates!! HAHA

I'd stand on my ground, and build up my name.