meisteerious

Is it still worth living?

Even breathing becomes a chore

When sleep becomes a luxury

Don't wake me up when I sleep, I just want to have my endless dream.

I want to paint this place red. I want to make it rain. But will the world pause when I leave?

I'm physically, mentally, emotionally and psychologically tired and I just want to rest.

Dear 14-year old self,
          
          Jusg know that you have become someone whom you fear most- a failure.
          
          Sincerely,
          Your 24-year old self

This is one  fcked up life

When I leave will it rain?

You lie to yourself by giving out rational advices  when you're always making the most reckless and shittiest decisions.