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vros is it normal to just start sobbing when in case I make it by will wood starts playing
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Doing the banana and sprite thing but with coke cuz I'm allergic to lemons cuz I feel like absolute shite and I usually feel better after I throw up and I can't do it on my own so doing a challenge from like 2005 so I can feel better anyway thank you for reading my rant
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GUYS I FINALLY HAVE A STRAW.PAGE AND I REALLY NEED TO ADD MORE STUFF BUT PLEAAAAASE GO LOOK AT IT!!!! https://sierraaa.straw.page
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I have never felt more uncomfortable in my life omfg
Right so I was in the (f) bathroom minding my own business, washing my hands whatever
And these two girls that I DESPISE come up to me and say "hey aren't you the girl who thinks they're a guy??"
I say no because I'm not a guy I just got top surgery to help myself feel comfortable and they go "oh, thought you were a *trans slur I will not say because that is disgusting but you know what word I mean*. Good thing you aren't a fucking weirdo."
I HAVE NEVER WANTED TO BEAT THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF TWO PEOPLE IN MY LIFE MORE THAN I HAVE IN THAT FUCKING BATHROOM HOLY FUCKING SHIT
Anyways just thought I'd share :P
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Y'all I just realised I'm officially a sneet snart.
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I wanna be a girl and a boy at the same time like I love wearing dresses but I feel masc in certain things (?) and feel fem in others and I love wearing skirts but I hate having fem features but I don't think I'm non binary I don't know is anyone else like this??
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@mel_martini_fann22 girl dw you don't sound transphobic <333 I only got surgery because my chest made me extremely uncomfortable but I do like being a girl tbh I don't particularly want to be a guy I'm saying that in certain places or outfits I feel like one or I feel feminine or something it's weird but I don't want to be fully masc or fully fem because either way I'll regret it so I'm mostly in the middle :)))
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@mel_martini_fann22 I don't mean to sound transphobic or anything, but maybe, just maybe, you're a girl with a variety of interests? Like I love dresses and skirts too and I also love football and wrestling. That doesn't make me less of a girl and more of a boy. it could be the same for you too. I also feel feminine and masculine at the same time but I'm a girl. Not a guy. Not non binary. Not gender fluid. I'm just a girl with different interests. What makes us humans unique is that our gender doesn't define our interests, and our interests don't define our gender either. Boys can like feminine things and girls can like masculine things too! That what makes us incredible! Maybe having feminine features and hating them is just a result of low self-esteem or you're just going through puberty and it feels weird or other reasons. Not everything should be turned into being trans, and just because I like something that isn't feminine doesn't mean now i have to change my pronouns and have surgery. Again, I'm not a hater. It's your body, do whatever you want with it. I'm just giving my opinion, cuz that also happens to me. But that doesn't mean I'm now not a girl. You could simply have different interests. And I'll say it again, I don't mean to be transphobic, I'm just giving MY opinion. You don't really have to agree. I really hope I didn't offend you or hurt you, that's not my intention at all. <333
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ALSO MY DAD'S LETTING ME TATTOO HIS ARM ON MONDAY WHEN IM FEELING A BIT BETTER BECAUSE IM ILL AT THE MOMENT BUT ILL BE ABLE TO DRAW A SERPENT (if y'all know the Alfa Romeo badge it's the snake eating a person on that) AND MY CAT OC THATS CALLED GERALD I'M SO FREAKING HAPPYYYYY!!!!!!
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@mel_martini_fann22 (I'm really sorry for late replies :( ) THANK YOUUUUUUUSSBBSJ
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I know I'm probably overreacting over this but I'm really happy with my body at the minute and my surgery went amazing and I look like how I really want to and have since I was little and I sound like and old grandma but I don't care I'm so so so so so so happy I look beautiful at last like I'm so proud of myself too like AHHHHHH
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WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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YALL
