@melancholii
8 years holy shit also I can’t see my old dms anymore but that’s probably for the better lmfaooo
wow uni and life is stressful af, I’m having fun though!
it’s 2024 y’all :)
I’m about to be in 12th grade, :0 wow. To think that this platform was such a big part of my early teenage years is crazy!!! I’m forever grateful for the cringe I produced here and the friends I got to make (mei and zhen ur such goats yall literally built my entire discord friendship-sphere up from the start) !!!
Rereading my old books makes me realise that I’m so much better at writing now omg… my old books are so cringe why tf weren’t y’all calling me out!!!
Anyways I haven’t written a fantasy book in like forever and that’s wild, I used to write bc it was a way for me to create this sort of idyllic fantasies that I wanted to exist in. Now that I actually am not a complete loner who stays at home 24/7 and instead actually talks to and interact with people, this desire of creating an idyllic world to get lost in has sort of… disappeared.
It might be a good thing, it might be a good change, maybe it shows that I’m doing better in life. I’m happier, I’ve found new purpose and this part of me is something I’ll have to gradually let go. Byebye writing fantasy books :)
Kinda funny how I’m saying bye to it, but it’s sort of more symbolic cuz I’m not literally gonna stop, I have a project I’m working on with 2 friends where we are writing a fantasy book for kids for the YMCA. I hope it goes amazingly, I’m really excited about it!!!
Gonna pay homage to me during my writing phase by not proofreading this body of text. Idk why I barely ever proofread my work back then, I look back now and there’s so many embarrassing errors, yikes.
Stay swaggy, I love y’all, thank you for being part of such a weird part of my life.
Also really sorry to my irl friends if I ever tried forcing you to start a random book or update yours, I think my lonely ass honestly did that to try and get to know y’all more without having to engage in conversation
I just beat Pokémon Insurgence!!! Post-game content time and it’s school holiday rn (I still have lots of schoolwork to do tho ) ‼️
goddamn it’s already 2023… happy new year!
rn thinking abt redoing the whole Everlands thing I did before, I kinda miss writing fantasy books, but I’m scared of accidentally creating too many irrelevant and overpowered shit that completely makes the whole thing cringe, unpalatable and unbalanced
ugh world building is annoying and can be too difficult to keep consistent though… I also can’t make every other chapter have a fight scene lol how tf was I so satisfied w my previous work
scopolamine is a chemical that inhibits the effects of acetycholine????? HELPP MELKEEKDIJJIELnLENDMlsm,. szs???!!1!!!!!! I FEEL DUMB.=jskexhwds
HEEYYYEYEYHYEY H I HELLO. I AM TAKING MY EXAMS, I JUST FINISHED ENGLISH AND I HAVE PSYCHOLOGY SOON AAAAAAAAAAA. My scores wont be counted bc of my condition but i am still a nervous wreck lol. wish me luck yeeehehehehehehbdhjknxsnkjdncncn also i have a hospital appointment right after this so I literally don't have time for lunch :(
