melaninpapi

everytime that i come back on wattpad after a long while i just dislike it even more. this used to be my safe space and the place i got away from reality but i think that this place isn’t  what it used to be. kind of sad to close a big chunk of my childhood .

melaninpapi

@-champagnebieber peak year’s was 2016-2018 for sure , so sad it’s gone already
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melaninpapi

@-champagnebieber i used to be excited to come on here and spend hours reading and making the funniest comments . idk if it’s cause i’ve gotten older and life has gotten harder but i also think this app has gotten way worse
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-champagnebieber

Same here. I would literally spend hours on this app have the best conversations with people and reading for hours. Now everything is different and it doesn’t feel the same.
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melaninpapi

everytime that i come back on wattpad after a long while i just dislike it even more. this used to be my safe space and the place i got away from reality but i think that this place isn’t  what it used to be. kind of sad to close a big chunk of my childhood .

melaninpapi

@-champagnebieber peak year’s was 2016-2018 for sure , so sad it’s gone already
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melaninpapi

@-champagnebieber i used to be excited to come on here and spend hours reading and making the funniest comments . idk if it’s cause i’ve gotten older and life has gotten harder but i also think this app has gotten way worse
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-champagnebieber

Same here. I would literally spend hours on this app have the best conversations with people and reading for hours. Now everything is different and it doesn’t feel the same.
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melaninpapi

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I just want to start a new chapter of my life somewhere else. Live in France or maybe South Korea. BUT I’m so tired of hating ex friends/ crushes/ ppl I used to talk to . I just want to start fresh and leave everyone in the dust. 
          
          I want to live somewhere else where people don’t know me. I AM TIRED of hating interaction, I just want to have healthy friendships/relationships with people around me. SO TIRED of only receiving toxic energy ALL THE FUCKING TIME. 
          
          This is me manifesting love and healthy relationships into my life. 
          
          If you have toxic energy around you I understand . we just got to let it go because seriously it hardly gets better when they don’t want to hear you out. 
          
          If you see this reply so that I don’t feel alone :)

melaninpapi

@bored_and_afraid :) needed that
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melaninpapi

Has anyone lived abroad( from America ) ?

melaninpapi

@rainyhaven I asked because I was wondering if people could really leave a country to immerse themselves in a whole dif culture
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rainyhaven

@melaninpapi probably not, I could always live with my relatives though so it would be an option.
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melaninpapi

@rainyhaven would you move there long term?
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melaninpapi

Really need a sappy book to read

KayyWash

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@melaninpapi lol I feel thattt maybe that means I’ll just have to write one shit  but fr I’ll check it out, thanks
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melaninpapi

@KayyWash  I recommend “diggin on you”, started a playlist so I can save those good books
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melaninpapi

@KayyWash it’s so hard to find a story that is good , with comedy, and lots of cheesy love with a good plot . Lol idk. And then on top that the main characters are black but that’s a stretch.
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melaninpapi

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Honestly man, I hope someone replies to this because i know someone relates. This year has been so fucking foggy, and the last two months been rough. I stopped talking to my best friend because this girl was a Libra. Can you believe it? I’m just kidding but she gaslit me, she was manipulative, and just a really bad person the last few weeks and I just had to get rid of her. I don’t feel empty or sad like I should and I don’t think I ever will. I’m so sad that people act that way to their closest friends and it broke my heart when I realized she was jealous of me. I was devastated during our friendship and it made me change the way I viewed friendships. Her energy brought mine down and that was not it chief. She was messing with my peace and she had to head out forreal.

melaninpapi

@KayyWash thank you , that’s so cool of you to reply with all that positivity you’re amazing
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melaninpapi

@bored_and_afraid unfortunate but baddies gotta level up
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melaninpapi

@Taji_Cupcake all I gotta say is you’re you and you’re the only one. You’re here on your own and connected to no one , so your thoughts are your thoughts, and it doesn’t make you dumb to not have the same thoughts as someone else. Cause you’re a whole different person. In order to better yourself you really gotta stop caring what people think man. Our lives are too short to not become our best selves
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