so i still sort of consider myself a beginner writer, even though i wrote for 7 years .. i ended up stopping, & i'll get into why a little later . but i woke up one morning, grabbed my phone, & wrote my first poem . i wrote for the first time in 2 years . now i have something to say . after having mental battles & discussions with myself, & after my friends gave me this push, i'm confident enough to share ME . i'm ready to be open & honest with my poetry . i don't really name my poems, i only named my first one . i don't know exactly why, but i don't, lol😂i'm putting my poems out because i know people can relate to me, and i like relating to others on a mental level . i hope reading my poems let's you guys know that you're not alone in any mental battle you're having . i've been there . i'm STILL there, & that's ok . without further ado ....