melaynecholy

I'm less edgy now, all the pseudo-intellectual "deep" stuff doesn't resonate with me anymore. I'm also on my way to getting anxiety medication, and I've decided it's best for my mental health to stay off the Internet. I don't have any other social media. I also don't want to stay isolated in my room anymore, I'd like to go out, experience life and physically interact with people.
          	
          	I've become more accepting of the world (still not so much myself - I'm working on it). You cannot change other people, you are only responsible for yourself and can only be the person you want/strive to be. If you don't like a type of person, whether it be in beliefs, attitude, etcetera, the best thing you can do is try your hardest not to be like them. Be the type of person you want to see in other people. It's cheesy, but putting out the type of energy you want the world to have will reflect in your surroundings. 
          	
          	I'm learning to take it one day at a time. I'm going to be okay, and you will be, too. The fact that you're still getting up every morning, still existing, is pushback against any thought or person who has ever put you down. 
          	
          	I don't like saying goodbye, so I'll just say see you later. I love you all. Thank you for the support you've given me over the years. <3
          	
          	- Nora (2/2)

songsofhers

much love always !!❤️
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PHARAOHICS

Thank you Nora for the years!
          	  
          	  Reminder, keep going and you’ll always pull through, see ya later, love  
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melaynecholy

I'm less edgy now, all the pseudo-intellectual "deep" stuff doesn't resonate with me anymore. I'm also on my way to getting anxiety medication, and I've decided it's best for my mental health to stay off the Internet. I don't have any other social media. I also don't want to stay isolated in my room anymore, I'd like to go out, experience life and physically interact with people.
          
          I've become more accepting of the world (still not so much myself - I'm working on it). You cannot change other people, you are only responsible for yourself and can only be the person you want/strive to be. If you don't like a type of person, whether it be in beliefs, attitude, etcetera, the best thing you can do is try your hardest not to be like them. Be the type of person you want to see in other people. It's cheesy, but putting out the type of energy you want the world to have will reflect in your surroundings. 
          
          I'm learning to take it one day at a time. I'm going to be okay, and you will be, too. The fact that you're still getting up every morning, still existing, is pushback against any thought or person who has ever put you down. 
          
          I don't like saying goodbye, so I'll just say see you later. I love you all. Thank you for the support you've given me over the years. <3
          
          - Nora (2/2)

songsofhers

much love always !!❤️
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PHARAOHICS

Thank you Nora for the years!
            
            Reminder, keep going and you’ll always pull through, see ya later, love  
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melaynecholy

Haven't used this thing in a while lol. So, hi, my name's Nora. I changed my username from "hurtcopain" to "melaynecholy" because Layne Staley's music saved my life. 
          
          This announcement is long overdue (it exceeded the maximum number of characters lol, so it's a two-part-er). I originally changed my username because I wanted to start fresh, but ultimately I decided that wasn't for me. "Tyler Petrit Isn't Here" will be removed on the 30th of January and this account will be closed. I still care very deeply about the issues I addressed within it and am proud of what I accomplished, my writing style and life direction has just changed.
          
          They say you become a new person every seven years - I've been twenty-one since May of last year. Interests I previously had started waning - I wasn't into most of the entertainment I used to be into. I'm much more of a metalhead now than a grunge/punk fan (hence the user change), I'm reading a lot less (and when I do, it's classic literature - nothing modern, really), and I'm much more interested in fantasy animation than anything else currently. I was initially worried my depression was worsening, but I realized I was just changing, growing up. (1/2)

miciodado

Hi dear,I'm so glad you updated your beautiful story! Your writing is always endearing and introspective...your signature mark.  I hope things will get better soon...in the meantime,lots of love...

miciodado

@hurtcopain I'm glad to know that you're doing better!
            Always keep going,never give up...I know that sometimes is hard,though. I'm not totally doing ok  lately,but I keep going,too.
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melaynecholy

@miciodado thank you so much for the kind words! I always enjoy reading your comments. I'm doing a bit better, just gotta remind myself to keep going even when it gets rough, y'know? I hope you're doing okay too! <3
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sweetcarcass

LOVEEE THE BANNERRR ,, miss u

melaynecholy

@sweetcarcass I'm getting by lol,  sometimes it's good and sometimes not. I gotta get back to writing :p
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sweetcarcass

im okayyyy how are you doing ??
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melaynecholy

@sweetcarcass thank you lmao, I miss you too! How are you doing? :)
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