melizabethhh_

crying, screaming, & throwing up because 23 year old me is seeing harry live in 4 weeks and i decided to come onto wattpad to reminisce on the shitty fanfic that i wrote 8 years ago when i believed that i was y/n and harry would pick me out of the crowd.... god i love coming back on here and re-reading the blog every few years... because even though it's absolutely horribly written, the plot makes no sense, the development and timeline is just sporadic and inaccurate- OH i could go on and on about how much it looks like it was written by a 14 year old (because it was)- i'm very grateful that this piece of my life is forever embedded in the internet bc it never fails to bring me joy & fill my heart. <3 
          	
          	love u all. i am proud to say that i have a bachelors degree & am getting my masters right now. i am currently a therapist for children with autism.... and am eventually going to be a therapist for *young adults with eating disorders*. if you understand why that means so much to me, and how everything we do shapes us into who we are going to be, thank you for being here still :,)

dumblewhore22

HIII!!! I stumbled across one of your books and I totally was mesmerized by the fact that it was like a time capsule to when people who are now sort of "old" (to me at least since im a teen now) were my age and actually cool and I was just wondering if youre like... alive?

melizabethhh_

crying, screaming, & throwing up because 23 year old me is seeing harry live in 4 weeks and i decided to come onto wattpad to reminisce on the shitty fanfic that i wrote 8 years ago when i believed that i was y/n and harry would pick me out of the crowd.... god i love coming back on here and re-reading the blog every few years... because even though it's absolutely horribly written, the plot makes no sense, the development and timeline is just sporadic and inaccurate- OH i could go on and on about how much it looks like it was written by a 14 year old (because it was)- i'm very grateful that this piece of my life is forever embedded in the internet bc it never fails to bring me joy & fill my heart. <3 
          
          love u all. i am proud to say that i have a bachelors degree & am getting my masters right now. i am currently a therapist for children with autism.... and am eventually going to be a therapist for *young adults with eating disorders*. if you understand why that means so much to me, and how everything we do shapes us into who we are going to be, thank you for being here still :,)

melizabethhh_

... I guess I'm doing this.
          
          The past year has been the hardest one of my entire life. I fell out of a car and got a second degree burn across my leg, I left for college, I went through hardships, lost friends and became depressed. I haven't been taking care of my mental health and above all else, I stopped doing things that made me happy. 
          
          One of the things that I absolutely have always loved is writing. 
          There is never a day that goes by where I don't spark up one simple idea for a book and write it down in my notes. The problem is that I've neglected Wattpad for almost 2 years now and it's not that I don't want to start writing again, it's that I'm scared of people being upset for being left empty handed for so long. I know my two most popular (ongoing) stories aren't even complete and every time I think about it I get anxiety and can't even log into Wattpad.
          
          I don't know if I'm going to keep writing, but I am going to write tonight. And if I feel like this is something I'd like to start up again, I hope you welcome me back with open arms and excitement.
          
          I love you <3