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Happy birthday to me… i guessss

Ahhh Update soon I'm sorry for the delay!! (Just been so worried abt these wildfires if anyone else is also from around my area and know what I'm talking abt pls stay safe.) Working on trying to get it to you guys by tmr! If not by tmr for sure by the end of the week!! Stay tuned much love<3

I never learn my lesson oh gosh. My big reminder for 2025 is to stop introducing my friends to each other. Because then in the end they’ll all leave you. and stay with eachother 

maybe I should write. That’s honestly one of the things that helps me relax and get my mind off things ahhhhehdshgshs

if anyone’s reading this sorry you have to read this I just have no one to tell and talking to myself on this app gives me a sense of relief. I’m sorry 

it’s hurts. It hurts so bad why is losing friends apart of life.

I went into 2025 without 2 of them and told one of them happy new years and all yet no response. Not that they’re obligated to answer me or give me a response but I was really happy to say you were still apart of my 2025 I feel like everything is all my fault u can’t stop feeling like this. 

ahhh I miss old friends so much I wish I wasn’t so problematic or so hard to deal with why is it that they didn’t want to speak with me anymore. I got told “think about it.” But what is there to think about I’m human. I’m not fucking perfect why did I get the blame for everything. You guys knew I was mentally ill why be my friend if you’re going to blame me or act like having feelings are my fault. 

Ughhh.. My current Ivantill story is probably going to be done pretty soon estimating a few couple more chapters then I want to start a new one I already have everything planned out for how this story will go but once again I want feedback. Would you guys like to read another ivantill fic or is there any characters others would like to recommend. Thank you lots of love mwaahhh!! 

I’ve been thinking… I wanted to end my story with a happy ending but I’ve been going through quite a lot that it’s making me want to end it sad.. NOT SURE YETTTTT