Mel

Permisi kak numpang promosi☺️
          
          Suka kpop?
          
          Mau nggak bayangin kehidupan seorang idol?
          Gimana sih hidupnya idol?
          Kisah cinta idol yang ribet?
          Dan banyak kisah lain yang bisa bikin baper, sedih, nangis, dan senang tentunya.
          Kisah seorang gadis Indonesia yang jadi idol di Korea.
          
          Kalau mau tau yuk mampir di work aku
          https://my.w.tt/9ROill2rk5
          
          Terimakasih☺️
          
          
          

Iseng buka pm tahun 2018 ada yg kasih aku semangat dan itu bener2 sweet:" aku monangis, sumpah maaf bnget semua book aku diunpub.. karena emg aku ngerasa mereka tuh sampah, gk worth dibaca org lain, monangis beneran ihㅠㅠ 

Halo~~
          
          Mau kasih info ke followersku yg majoritynya nctzen, aku buka jastip buat merch The Dream Show yaa
          
          Feenya 10K each item, slot buat lightstick cuma buka 3 (karena gk bawa mobil aka naik kendaraan umum dan package si ls tuh besar sekali:")
          
          Kalau mau tanya2 silahkan dikomen atau pm aku or dm twitter aku @melnoona ya
          
          Sebenernya aku iseng buka jastip karena siapa tau kan dri aku open ada yg mau nitip, apalagi yg belum bisa nonton langsung TDS tpi mau merchnya gituu
          
          Ada yg mau nemenin aku selama di venue gk ya kira2? Aku sendirian nihㅠㅠ
          
          Oh iya, maaf bnget akun ini jadi gk keurus, mana cerita diunpub semua, ih kek kuburan aja... maaf telah mengecewakan beberapa dari kalian:" 
          Aku masih nulis kok, cuma merasa tulisanku gk worth it dibaca khalayak, jelek bnget sumpah baru sadar tulisanku knp sih... /jadi curhat/
          
          Udah itu aja. 
          See u all on 1st march~~~

Just letting u know that I am coming to The Dream Show in JKT, and if you want to meet up with me and slap me in the face for not continuing Beyond The Limit and Sweetheart and then unpublished the A Boy Like Me and Shadow, feel free to do it. 
          
          I am going to let u know where am i on that time so you can slap me and give me a lecture towards my unresponsible job as a writer back then aowkaowkaowk

Hello~ 
          Long time without an update...
          
          First, thank you my dear followers for supporting my stories here back then. I'm sorry i let u guys down by unpublishing the stories i made.
          
          It was such a huge decision like i really want to update, want to let you guys know and experience my thoughts that i pour on the stories but i just couldnt come up with anything... i felt like i lost the inspiration...
          
          I was in my worse state of life back then in december. I dont even have any idea whats trigger me that i felt really vulnerable, i lost my temper easily, cried in my way back home on my bike, been listening to a sad melody over and over again, i was like 'maybe, i need to start a new life'
          
          But turns out, im still like this even tho i already did some 'change' in life. 
          
          'Maybe, i should pray more and 'talk' to Allah more. I need to come back to The God. After all, you want to be in heaven rite?'
          
          And here i am still doing some sins...
          
          Idk what to do like what i really have to do to make a peace with myself. Am starting to losing my mind like really losing it.
          
          But, am trying. Am trying to come out with a good vibe, enjoying the day no matter how pissed i am, i want to be happy, i want to enjoy every single second of my life fully feeling like am belong here, i deserve the world i lived in.
          
          And i might be getting some help from psychologist, but am still not doing it bcs i feel like my problems are from my past, and i feel like i dont even need the help bcs i know i should let the problems past, i should let it go... 
          
          Idk man, am kunfused.

Hai!!
          
          Just want to inform u all that i will take down my stories from wattpad soon..
          
          Maybe i want to rest from all this kinda bad but good(?) things so i can focus on doing my job for living a good and healthy life.. 
          
          I used to love what i was doing here, the stories i created, it was amazing experience for me though it was nothing beyond perfect but at least i tried.. 
          
          Man, idk whats wrong with me rn... 

Aku pengen comeback bawa buku baru cuma belum pada selesai, apalagi yg sweetheart juga blom comeback padahal udah ada 6 chapppies yg tinggal selesain tpi gk nemu hal greget(?) Makanya blom update sampe sekarang-.- 

-RANTING MEL-
          
          Kalian dah tau kan soal Haechan yg 'making a jokes about Chenle's hairstyle' whatever u called it...
          
          First, ya Haechan salah karena gk semua org get it maksud dia buat ngegoda Chenle
          Second, that hairstyle adalah bagian dari 'culture' black ppls out there kebanyakan, they felt offended by Haechan's jokes about the 'octopus hair' 
          Lalu banyak nctzen yg bilang 'gk usah bully haechan, toh dia mungkin belum mengerti sepenuhnya. Daripada dicaci, mending diajarin'
          
          Yo, ppls bukan gw memihak haechan tpi apakah kalian yg ngetweet itu (kbnyakan white ppls) tau setiap culture yg ada di bumi ini??? Aku tau lah culture american ppls itu setidaknya diketahui 'umum' cuma ya gw merasa sebenernya haechan disini mau dijatohin apa gimana gk sih... 
          
          Gw cuma gk mau Haechan balik lagi kek dulu ampe yg mau senyum aja keliatan maksa bukan maen.. 
          
          Klo kalian bilang gw salah, ya terserah, ini kan pendapat gw. Gk semua org bisa 'memahami' org lain... emgnya u siapa, dewa?? 
          Trus klo kalian tersinggung, berujung marah, menurut gw ya salah kalian sendiri... toh harusnya kalian bisa nepis kekesalan itu malah dibuat besar.. 

I NEED A NAHYUCK IN MA LIFE SOMEONE PLS WRITE IT

AM TURNING 19 YUHUUUUU!!!
          
          Kun-ge, lets have a great birthday tgt ❤