meltmymind

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Suffering from name indecisiveness, I hate this shit

meltmymind

Also trying to find one that sounds good with my last name despite only using my preferred name online where only two of my friends know my last name, but in the offchance I come out irl eventually (I highly doubt it, my family wouldn't take it well). I have a few ideas, but they aren't exactly "me" because nothing really is anymore. </3
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meltmymind

It's been months that Atlas hasn't felt like "me" anymore, but no name really seems to fit, and it's a really big struggle. I don't know if it's the start of seasonal depression or if I just outgrew the name again. </3
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meltmymind

this message may be offensive 
Suffering from name indecisiveness, I hate this shit

meltmymind

Also trying to find one that sounds good with my last name despite only using my preferred name online where only two of my friends know my last name, but in the offchance I come out irl eventually (I highly doubt it, my family wouldn't take it well). I have a few ideas, but they aren't exactly "me" because nothing really is anymore. </3
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meltmymind

It's been months that Atlas hasn't felt like "me" anymore, but no name really seems to fit, and it's a really big struggle. I don't know if it's the start of seasonal depression or if I just outgrew the name again. </3
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meltmymind

I would go back to making mbs for characters, but my phone storage is running low, so I don't know if I'd be able to make graphics for them </3

meltmymind

@kissmewhileidrive 
            
            I WOUKD THROW UP AND CRY
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vacillatr

BUT CONSIDER THIS ❕️WHAT IF I WANT TO
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meltmymind

@kissmewhileidrive 
            
            YOU DON'T NEED TO DO THAT????????
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meltmymind

Sorry for the sporadic activity. The summer was rough mentally, and the last month hasn't been the worst with my new meds, but it could be worse. It hasn't felt that bad on the surface, honestly, but it's been pretty awful for my anxiety every now and then. It's been easy not to focus on it, though, since my mom's been off work since the beginning of August, and having her around always helps. 
          
          She went to the ER twice last month and had scans done, and just saw a pulmonologist today. She has to get multiple biopsies done next week to make sure she doesn't have lung cancer. 
          
          I'm not exactly sure what to do right now, but I thought I'd let you guys know why I haven't been the most active.

meltmymind

My oldest sister (who, as a few of my closer friends have heard, is an absolute menace) is planning to visit when the biopsies happen, so we're expecting her to be here this Friday, which is definitely not going to help with the stress level around the house.
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